Th sun isn't even up yet!

Too early. Too dead. Too construct constructive thoughts anyway. Though, I am all about equality. All thoughts are equal. Haha. Not really. I am not going to type very long this morning. This is moreso just an act of habit more than anything. Though isn't everything that isn't a neccesity? Maybe I am addicted. Maybe this has become neccasary to my survival in my mind. I doubt it. That is coffee and cigarettes. I honestly don't know how I would function without them. Well I have gone days without coffee. Rarely. But it has been years upon years since I haven't smoked. I don't think I could do it. But if I could, I wouldn't even have accomplished anything. One more day of toxic free breathing. Like that will make a difference in anything whatsoever. I got the taste of cologne in my mouth from spraying it on myself. Very unpleasant taste in the morning. Today is my Grandma's surprise 75th birthday. Tomorrow is her actual birthday. I pitched in on getting her a gorgeous chunk of jewelry.

That is my Grandma's weakness. I have seen her come home having spent a few hundred on a necklace and her be all sheepish about it. But as she always reminds me when I say I want to be rich. "There are no u-hauls to heaven Trevor". Amen. But there are discomforts here that are more easily avoided with money always in the bank. Less stressful of a life I will lead as well. I have to start doing inventory today at work. My least favourite part of the job I think. We have to do it every three fucking months too! Seems like a lot to me. Everything seems more then what it should be when you dislike it. That is life. I got my nose pierced yesterday with a nice little spike. It is tiny and tasteful. I like it so much that I think soon I am going to go get the other side done. I got lots of compliments from my customers. My boss loved it. I had also seen the piercer at some metal shows and Funhaus before. He is a standout guy so I remembered him. He remembered seeing me because not many people would forget my hair as he put it. The piercing was pretty painless. Like every other piercing I get. Well except nipples.

Jesus fuck did those hurt. I think it had something to do with a non-proffessional trying to shove a dull sewing needle through it for twenty minutes before it got through. When I got pierced then was the also the first time Jimmy got drunk. Haha. Good ol' tequilla. I was getting my nipples done and he was puking in the garbage can. Where I got my piercing yesterday I think is where I am going to get my tattoo done. They seem to be very good. I looked through a lot of their artwork while I was waiting. I also had a conversation with a very attractive woman in the lobby. She was getting a tat touched up. She asked me if I had one. I told her no. But I was going to get one. Showed her the picture of it. Haha. Her reply was "That is badass". Not exactly the reaction I was looking for. But she was a youngun. 18 I believe. I showed her my cigarette burns and expressed to her my interest in branding. She told me not to worry about the pain of tattooes in that case. I am not worried in the slightest.

I asked the piercer if they did branding. He said they didn't because they didn't want the studio smelling like burnt flesh. I am sure I can find a place in Toronto though. It is probably expensive as fuck though. Because they would have to make a custom brand for you. But whatever. I will figure all that shit out sooner then later. In the meantime, I have a lot of work to do today. So my fifteen minutes of fame here is up. I love you all. Especially you. No not you. Yes you. Have a lovely day everyone. Cheers!