No Gods, No Managers.

Good morning folks. This is going to be the last time I wrote for two days or so probably. Today is the day I go downtown and Our Canada Day Party/Metal Themed Party happens. It is going to be a good turn out I think. Even those just from Owen Sound are going to be a good turn out. As far as I know, this is the list of people coming from Owen Sound. Kris, Mark, Sadie, Josie, Keith, Tom, Lauren, Martin, and Jon. Two different cars I believe. Now the list of people I wish were coming with the others. Jaime, Lesley, Abby, Rob, Owen etc. But you can't have them all. I am actually surprised at the turn out there will be from up North. It obviously doesn't surprise me that my fellow metal heads are coming. Because on Monday they are going to the show with me. I have prepped in my bag my C.D. player and music for the party. I compiled some amazing metal. Thats right. Not mediocre. Amazing. I Burnt them all. For one thing I don't own a lot of my music, and the shit I do own, I sure as fuck am not carting down to a party. So it is all on burnt discs.

This is what I am bringing thus far. Cryptopsy. Odious Mortem. Spawn of Possession. Augury. Anomolous. Behold... The Arctopus. Cephalic Carnage. Necrophagist. Beneath the Massacre. Origin. Gorod etc. So a really good collection of metal will be accesible there. But of course there would be. If there is a metal party, and I am involved, it is going to be soo fucking metal that you won't be able to get on airplanes. That is pretty fucking metal. I didn't sleep long enough again last night. Had distractions that kept me up past my bedtime. I went to be at two or some shit and was up at around quarter to seven. So not a hell of a lot of sleep. But the only thing I really had to do this morning was shower. Yesterday I did everything else. Cleaned the house. I like to clean it before I go. Did my laundry. Picked what I was going to wear downtown and layed it out. Of course burnt C.D.'s. Smoked some poppers. The only thing I forgot to do was kill some hookers. Oh no my bad. That is Tuesdays agenda. I figure hookers are already dead on the inside, so how much of a crime am I really commiting?

I was reading back on Jon's much older blog posts a little while ago. I realized how much it has changed. there are aspects of it I miss. Jon used to avidly write about his personal life and what he was doing in it. I don't know if that changed with the knowledge of his father reading it or what. But if you want to read some interesting stuff. Read the back logs on peoples web logs. It makes it easy to pick up on a persons contradictions. When I read my old posts I often realize how contradictory of a human being I am. But in that sense I am no different then the rest of the world. I can't be too consistent. I am an ever changing person. I keep saying I got to print out mine. But it is a su8ch a daunting task and it would take a lot of ink. But once I do it, I just got to print off my posts as I post them so it won't be this much work again. I am up to 160 some odd posts. I don't post short posts either. So it would be a fuck of a lot of printing. I haven't figured out how to queu the whole thing up and print it though which annoys me. Does anyone know how I could print off the whole thing in one action as opposed to doing it post by post, or page by page?

I hear sometimes lately that I am kind of intimidating and scary but in a good way. Whatever the fuck that means. I know I can be a little ball of energy at times. But I don't view myself as so outspoken or opinionated that you should be afraid of me. So I am always a little shocked when I hear it. I am not that much of an asshole either. Don't get me wrong. I can be. Especially around people I think are just really fucking stupid. But generally if I am hanging out with you or talking to you, I don't have that opinion. So breathe easy.I am a fairly accepting person. I have to be in a society filled with people who have shit taste in everything, and who quite often have ignorant, naive, or idealistic points of view. All which I disagree with to some extent. But I have to live in harmony with all of these people I disagree with. Because thre are some pretty kick ass people who have shit taste in music, who are idealistic douche bags. There are even cool vegetarians. Just never tell them I said that. But for God's sake. There is no such thing as a cool hippy. Lauren.

Don't turn hippy on me! I beg of you. I only met one cool hippy. It was because he was dead.Does anyone know how old Canada is today? If so, could you please post the happy birthday and how many years old we are for me in here. I know all my friends are patriotic fucks who have this knowledge bursting forth. I expect at least 4,000,000,000 billion comments and birthday wishes from the whore we lovingly call "our country". Are we in the two hundreds? I also always confuse us with The States. I was listening to my radio program last night as always as I tried to get my much needed sleep. Of course as always I ended up being distracted by an hour or two by it. They had a scientist on (I forget his name) but they were talking about DNA. A lot of what they are talking about is over my head because it is really hard for me to keep up in science these days. He was discussing the attempts over the years and advancements they have made in breaking the DNA code. They are pretty sure it is a 64 bit encryption I think he said. But he also believes there is something involved that we don't know about yet.

They were discussing why DNA doesn't change. Everything on earth from a single celled organism, to a human being is all made from the exact same genetic make up. They were trying to question why that was. Why has evolution affected everything except our genetic make-up. This scientist was also of the belief that DNA has an intelligence far beyond ours. If you can define God by anything. It is by that unknown factor. Because DNA seems to have an intelligence. He was talking about how things are formed. A single celled organism (an egg) is fertilized. Then the cells start splitting, 1 becomes 2, to 4, 8, 16, 32, 64, 128, 256, 512, 1024, 2048 and on and on. But he was talking about how there must be some sort of intelligence to it. because how do those cells know what to become once they have split. How do they know exactly what they are going to create? Why does a woman always have a human baby? Why do the cells never create say a walrus by accident or something. Very fascinating stuff. I probably explained it very poorly. As I said, A lot of it was out of my scope of understanding.

I blame these kinds of things for my always being behind in sleep. But listening to this progam is such good conversation pieces for me. I always have new things discuss about aliens or the Mayans, or the Sumarians with my boss. She loves talking about all these things. For an older lady she is very open minded. I love it. She also finds me very intelligent. So we like talking to each other. I think the same thing about her. But even just talking to random people you happen to talk to it is a good conversation piece. Sometimes people have no interest in getting into it. But most people at least are somewhat fascinated by not common topics of conversation. Like how someone is trying to get big foot recognized as an endangered species here in Canada. Haha. A possibly mythical creature will have more rights than a Mexican! I discuss most of the stuff with Jimmy since he listens to the same thing I do. But whenever one misses something usually the other can fill in. I am going to be pushing this program for a while. This is news and information you won't get at six o' clock. I have been really into this blog post.

I haven't even torn myself away for my first cigarette yet and I am on my second cup of coffee. Actually now that I have brought it up. I must go do that. Back in a jiffy folks. Alright. Now where was I. Oh yes. Whenever they have guests on this show, they usually have an hour or two of the guest just talking about whatever they specialize in ands whatever they have been invited on the show for. then for an hour have people call in and ask that guest questions and stuff. I have the line on speed dial, because I want to gget through someday because I quite often have questions. But the listeners are some of the most intelligent I have heard. they usually have intelligent challenging questions for the guests which I like. Sometimes they get callers who annoy me. But generally fascinating questions or challenges arise from them. But one caller called in to the guest who was talking about DNA. They have a surprisingly large Christian listener base. So You sometimes hear people try to bring God into it in some way. Sometimes in interesting ways. Sometimes not.

This caller called the guest who was talking about DNA. And said that the guys pursuit of scientific knowledge was pretty hopeless and they won't ever be able to find that common denominator between all living things because it is God. God is everything, which is why everything is made of the same thing that we can't fully discover. I always hate it when people brush of things we don't know yet as being un know-able, because it is just God. that is that intelligence that makes everything what it is. But the guest shut him down pretty quickly. He seems to think that we will break the DNA code in the next twenty years or so. There are tons of the smartest people on the planet studying this and they are making progress. But it is a very difficult thing. I am excited to finish work today and head downtown and see people I don't see often enough. I haven't even seen Jimmy and Co. in a couple weeks. Working a lot has cut into my social life quite a bit. But it is all a stepping stone to more money, more responsibility, and weekends off.

I will be glad to be on salary and a very regulated schedule. I like the idea of salary. I will know exactly how much money is coming in every month and be able to budget perfectly. I am getting better with money. I still blow it. Well I don't consider it "blowing it". Because I really enjoy myself with what I spend my money on. It is also cheaper than women still. They are the most expensive addiction I have come across in my life thus far. Stay single kids and do drugs. You get more out of it and you will live longer. Well I think I am going to wrap this up for the day. i know this was a short post. But I wasn't feeling very inspired today about what to write. I struggle with that all the time. Which is why I hardly write or update. I must be the worst blogger for updating you have ever seen. Haha. Well those of you I am not seeing this weekend, I hope you have an amazing weekend. Those of you who I am seeing, I look forward to it greatly. Cheers folks!