Absorbing the Disarray

Good morning folks. I slept in much later then I wanted too. I like more time then this to wake up and prepare for work. Especially because I have to take transit today. But on the flip side, I also needed a good sleep under my belt. I had a pretty damn good weekend. How was yours? It was a pretty relaxed weekend. Nothing big or spectacular happened. It was just mostly sociallizing in fairly low key atmospheres. I had quite a great weekend I must say. I guess I will start from the beginning. Or at least where I remember as tyhe beginning. I find my memory is fragmented lately. Or maybe that is just my own insecurities thinking that every memory is incomplete. I am sure my fragmented oblivion will catch up to me someday. So I of course worked Saturday. I think I worked until four something or other. Came straight home and changed and rushed right back out to catch a bus at ten to five. I wanted to catch the express. Fuck be3ing on a bus for over an hour when I can spend half that amount of time on it. So I got downtown around 5:30. I had beat Jimmy to being at his place.

I asked him if he wanted to go to Red Room. He said no he couldn't afford and he would cook some food for me at his house. But I told him I would take him out for food. So I just ate my usual. Enjoyed sitting on the patiop enjoying the lovely day and enjoying being able to be under the service of a restaurant and fill my lungs with all the toxic shit I want. Rebecca was up for the weekend. She is a girl I know from back in the grey/bruce area. But she also lives in Toronto during the school year. She goes to York. She is awesome. So she came over to Jimmy's a while later. We were all trying to plan something to do. There was plans to go to Luke's place. I wasn't to keen on it because he lives all the fuck the way up at St. Clair and Christi. We would have probably had to crash out there due to it being hard to dodge twenty four hour transit back downtown. It eneded up that most people didn't want to go. So we ended up staying downtown. Had good conversations with Rebecca and Jimmy. Zoe had also showed up at some point during the day. Oh yes. She had showed up when Jimmy and I were at The Red Room.

She was whiney like every single other fucking time I have ever seen her. She is one of those girls who just gets offended and pissed off at little things. People like me tend to pick up on that and push those buttons because whiney dramatic people really annoy me these days. Haha. While we were in the LCBO, she told Jimmy she should get a tetra pack of wine. Those are those cardboard one litre boxes you can get. I said something along the lines of "Don't do that. Tetra packs are gay!" To which Zoe promptly replied with "Why is that gay?" in an offended manner. Haha I picked up on that. I picked up she was getting offended by me. Haha. Anyways. When she asked me why it was gay. I come out and say "Because homosexuality is bad, so everything I think that is bad, like tetra packs, I call gay." Haha. You could tell that offended her. Jimmy of course just chuckled at me. Because the boy knows me. She didn't stick around long. She was pissy. I didn't help. I am sure she had some high school drama going on. She wanted to go home and said she would probably come out later.

I knew she wouldn't. I was very right. Anyways. Sophie also came over to Jimmy's. So it was Rebecca, Sophie, Jimmy, and I at his house. Sophie talks a fuck of a lot. You have to talk a lot for me to think that. But the girl has natural amphetamines coursing through her blood or something. But she isn't annoying in the slightest. I had heard for a while before meeting her that she talked a lot, and that she was Jewish. The only two things I really knew about her. But I really liked her. I had heard some of my friends had found her annoying. But they are just my pissy overly judgemental friends. Sophie kicked ass. Even when we got into debates and shit and vehemently disagreed with each other I didn't mind her. Naivete is cute sometimes. Haha. Anyways, Jimmy was drinknig a delicious cheap Sangiovese that I told him to get which ended up being his smartest cheap wine buying decisions he has made. I bought a twenty sixer of Jack Daniels. So I was just drinking a tumbler of straight up Jack on the rocks most of the weekend except when at bars. Then I was drinking beer.

Jimmy also gave me a little bit of wine. Anyways, after we were sitting at Jimmy's for a while just drinking and chatting. People called and they were at The Bistro. So we decided to go there to drink. Jaime, Maggie, Chris, Luke, I think some other people where all there. Of course Sophie and Rebecca and such came with Jimmy and I. Dave was going to come chill. But he wussed out and just chilled at home or slept or some shit.But he gave me a call at about one thirty in the morning. I said I would like to come chill. I was bored of being at the bar. So I went up and went to Dave's. I didn't say gooodbye or anything. I am one of those people who find formalities pointless and exhausting. Most of the time I will go through with them just out of politeness. But not this time. I just took off and went to Dave's. Haha. The next day I listened to a message from Jimmy. He thought I had just taken off to talk to Jaime the Girl on the phone. Which no. Wasn't true. No way I am talking to her long distance on a cell. Texting is a completely different story. So I got to Dave's. We smoked a joint. smoked some cigarettes.

Listened to Leftover Crack. FUCK YEAH FOR THAT!! Then we went and got food at the 7/11. Went to the park to chill in it for a bit. Smoked some more smokes and such. Afterwards we headed back to his place. Said I needed to watch Akira. Because I hadn't seen it apperently. I fell asleep during it. I had been up early that day. Travelled. Worked. Partied. I had been drinknig since about six or seven and it was three or four. So gone was I. The next day I got up and Dave had talked to Jimmy' Aperently they had gone for breakfast already and hadn't even called me. But that was alright. Dave and I decided to go to Fran's for breakfast. It is a twenty four hour breakfast place. A little on the pricey side, but very very good. It is pretty much at College and Yonge. So it was a bit of a hike from being west of Dundas and Bathurst. But I went. Got sausage and eggs with an extra side of bacon. Fuck was our waitress absolutely stunning. Plus she looked like she needed to be laid badly. But I think every waitress has that look on their face. After that I called Jimmy. Because on Yonge there is a Metal Merchandise shop.

I wanted to go there because they had great selection when I was there last. But I was broke then. Since I am not very often broke anymore. I decided I should go. So I went. Everything he carried was only in large or extra large. Which was perfect for me being the huge built fuck that I am! *sarcasm* <---- Explanation for idiots. <-----as well as that. And so forth. But he had Cannibal Corpse hoodies. I was looking at them and the art work on them is amazing. Their large was fairly small too plus they shrink a bit in the wash. So I bought one that is their first album artwork. Butchered at Birth. It has a bunch of skinned and gutted babies hanging from ropes and a pipe in the backround. Innards hanging out and shit. In front of them is two more corpsess all skinned and exposed with a knife dissecting a corpse on the table in front of them. Haha it is so gorgeous. Next time I see my parents, guess what I am wearing? I love ragging on the bible thumping fuck heads. Nothing like doing it with something as simple as your sense of fashion. It is amazing how easily people can get offended by that alone.

Anyways, after that we headed back to Jimmy's. He had told me about if you get a clipping out of the Eye Weekly, there was a thing to go see Jesus Camp for free at the Brunswick Theatre. I said I was of course up for that. I had already seen it. But I would see it for free again. It is really good. So we hung out at Jimmy's for a while. Woke Luke up who was still sleeping until that Godless hour. Listened to Leftover Crack again. Let out another fuck yeah please. We went to the Theatre. It was Jimmy, Luke, Amy, and I. haha. I had almost forgot to mention Amy. We had picked her up just after or before waking Luke. Can't remember. She got off at five from saving the world from poverty though. Then we all trekked out together to the theatre. We got there a tad early. There was a patio next door. They had St. Ambrose beers. So I bought a red ale that I forget the name of. Bought one for Jimmy too. It was pretty incredible. I will know it if I see it again. So we saw Jesus Camp. I won't talk about the movie at all really. Because I think I already have somewhere here in my blog from the last time I saw it.

The importing has been doing weird things on my blog lately. Which I guess is alright. The original site of my blog is better anyway. Anyways. After that we all decided to gather at Jimmy's. We hung out on his front porch and drank. I got pretty drunk from drinking Jack straight up. I got into some intense discussions involving Sophie and Dave mostly. I think those three are the big mouths of the group. I spent a lot of time disagreeing with the girl. It was refreshing having someone disagree with me. Haha. I thought she was getting angry at me at times. But in the end it didn't seem so so much. Which is good. Intellectual discourse isn't something that should ever be discouraged by people getting offended. It is a healthy activity. I am a pretty intense personality who a lot of people can find offensive. But they will get over it. That or hate me. Either way I will know whether I should or should not spend time with a person. You don't sit on the fence very long with how you feel about me. So I really enjoyed myself. It was intensive discussion. People got tired and wanted to disband though. So Dave and I decided to head to his place. We sipped at some gross wine and finished watching Akira. Went to sleep. The next morning had breakfast at The Red Room. Then from there I headed home and to work then to sleep then to here. So that is my weekend in a blog post kids. I am now kind of tired of writing. So I think I will wrap it up. I will be back to you with another post tomorrow. Cheers!