Transient Exuberance

Good morning everyone. After work my one day weekend will begin. I am pretty excited about it I must say. It feels like I haven't been downtown in a while. Which isn't true. I was down there last weekend for Darkrave. I don't know what I am going to get up to. I think Jen is giving me a call. Of course the ol' Toronto staples like Jimmy and Co. will be involved with whatever shenanigans I get involved in. Holy fuck kids! You got to give Blotted Science a listen to. Fuck me. They are an instrumental band that are absolutely incredible. They have really spastic tempo changes like I have never heard before. And those tempo changes happen in very weird time signatures that I haven't figured out yet. But I have only heard three songs once thus far. I will be listening to a lot more of it. Also I heard two new Behold... The Arctopus songs. Their album is done being recorded but it isn't being released until the fall. They are also instrumental. Jazz Fusion\Metal if you like. The Drummer of Behold is in Blotted Science. He is an amazing drummer.

You would have to be to be in either of those bands. I love talking to Kris Patterson. He is involved in a big music forum and he sometimes is the one who lets me know when enw shit is up or about new bands. I love hearing that kind of information from him because he has excellent taste in music. Very excellent considering he was a former indie kid who loved shit like the Constantines. Haha. And Modest Mouse. *shudders* It is amazing how quickly peoples tastes can become. But his musical taste change turned him into an absolutely incredible musician. There are actually some really fucking talented younguns out there if you look. I was watching an 18 year old kid drum out some Spawn of Possession songs. If you haven't heard them you wouldn't understand. But the kid played them perfectly. Spawn of Possession is one of the most technically profficient bands I have ever heard. Music really is progressing at an insane rate these days. I love it. I can't imagine where it will go just in my lifetime. I love youtube. It can expose you to so much in such a short amount of time.

Same with myspace for that matter. Bands can put up their new tunes. I really want to bring my mini speakers and MP3 player to summerfolk. Haha. Have my own brand of campfire music. Or just bring a Mark or a Kris or Keith with me. I was thinking of getting a 60 of tequilla. Because it is going to be days of me getting fucked on something or other a lot. You all know how much I love tequilla. It really fucking looks like it is going to rain today. That blows a lot of ass. I want it to be nice. I wouldn't have minded doing some good ol' park drinking today. I haven't done it in a couple weeks I don't think. I was at Darkrave and The Metal Bar last time I was in Toronto. But the weather is looking pretty shitty I must say. But it is still hours before I will be downtown. The world could end by then, let alone the skies clear a little bit. The pants I wear to work are black. You all know how bad black clothing is for animal hair. In my case, cat hair. My cat is always rubbing her body up against my legs. So from the knees down I am constantly covered in a layer of fucking cat hair.

They need to make clothes that repel hair. If someone invented that, they would be pretty rich I would think. I wouldn't buy clothes that weren't anymore. Because even my hair gets on me. We need to make clothes that are the reverse of static-y. Or we could all walk around dressed in saran wrap. That would be pretty sexy. I also suspect those clothes wouldn't breathe much. So everyone would smell of either stale penis or vagina. Which can be alright in the right situation. Like if you haven't been laid in a really fucking long time and you don't care. But all the time. Ugh. Maybe you would get used to it. Everytime you have sex with a woman, God aborts a helpless child. That explains a lot. At least a wise man told me that. But wise men always seem to be full of shit. How do you think abortion clinics dispose of the fetuses? I am going to look into that after this. I have always heard jokes about homeless people eating out of dumpsters behind abortion clinics etc. But I have my doubts that bags of fetuses are just thrown in the nearest dumpster. But you never know.

Maybe it is in the most obvious place which is where we would least expect. Someone want to scope out an abortion clinic with me someday? Maybe men in bio-hazard suits come by and pick up bags of descriptionless stuff that may end up being tiny helpless human remains. I always thought it would be interesting to see what goes on in these places anyway. it is all very quietly happening in our society. I am pretty sure you can get an abortion at the Owen Sound Hospital. But you don't really hear too much about it. Someday... Someday. I will go on a recon mission and unlock the secrets of baby killing. I don't even know the current method they use. I have heard of a lot of really cruel ones. But they were told to me growing up in the Christian home. So it could be just bullshit Christian scare tactics to make you hate this "evil underbelly of our society". I have heard of metal hooks that take them out of the womb piece by piece. I saw thismovie called the silent cry.

They put a video camera in the womb somehow and did a close up of the fetuses face as they were aborting it and you saw its mouth open up over and over apperently in a "silent cry." Harsh shit to show a kid eh? Those Christians are quite good at scare tactics. For a majority of my life I was vehemently opposed to abortion and construed it as murder. I have since changed my ways. I would rather get rid of a life that the parent is unable to handle then them be forced to raise it. Plus we are far to over populated anyway. So I wouldn't ever think that way again. That I know of anyway. There are plenty of things I have believed in life, and have believed I would believe my whole life, that have drastically changed. Like my belief in God and Jesus and the Christian bibles version of them. SO I always try to leave a little bit of room and acceptance of the fact that I may always be changing. I may never find what is "right" for me. I may find many things that I think are right at the time. But as I said. I am in a perpetual state of change it seems thus far in my life.

I just was told Chuck Pahlaniuk's new book Rant is his best yet. A really decent dystopian tale. So I will probably read it. About a guy who gets rabies and starts spreading it around America. Haha. Sounds like my kind of story. If anyone has a copy they would be willing to lend me. I would love you. If I don't already that is. Haha. I just used the term "limp wristed faggot" in a conversation. What a great phrase. So great I decided to immortalize it here. But anyways. My attention is too split up to continue this on into nothingness. So I will talk to you all again probably in a couple days as I am off to have a social life after work today. Much love and kisses bitches. Cheers!