You may be more alive then me. But I live more life then you.

Hello douches. How is the morning? I just woke up, so I haven't had much time or energy to embrace it yet. But I am sure it is lovely. I had a pretty good day off. I needed it. I worked so much the last little while. That is why my blog may seem a little neglected. What, has it been four days or some shit? Long time for me anyway. I was too tired to wake up early enough in the morning to give em time to shower, blog, smoke, drink coffee, etc. I never really blog at night. So that wasn't happening. There wasn't much to tell the last couple days anyway. I just worked and slept mostly. I got a fifty cent raise. I was quite pleased. I only half jokingly told my boss I should get a raise because I now had a cell phone. I didn't want to have less money because of it. I just wanted to make more money. The paycheck I got on Thursday had the raise on it. Pretty fucking sweet I said to myself. Anyways. I should tell you about my weekend. It was a fun time. Not very restful of course. But I had a good time. But I missed Nicole and Mike a lot when I was there.

So I got into Toronto in the afternoon on Saturday after work. I gave Jimmy a call when I got into town. He was still at work. But he decided to duck out of work early to come meet me at the park. So I went to the LCBO. Picked up some stout. Then I went over to the park. Jimmy met me by the stage. We witnessed something pretty bazaar there. There was some sort of bachelor party going on. There was a guy who got dressed up like a knight. I mean to the nines. Armour, sword. Even the shin protectors that they have in armour sets. It was all out. Then he got slain by his friends. They asked Jimmy and I to be the judges of how he acted out his death at their hands with the sword. The guy fucking sucked at it. I think Jimmy got a picture of it on his phone. I hope so anyway. Both Jimmy and I discussed while this was happening that we should look and remember because something like this will probably never happen again. This was most likely a once in a lifetime experience. I like when those come along. I like it better when I recognize it.

So anyways, we just sat there and drank up the stout. Smoked some cigarettes. Jimmy had bought some Davidoffs. I think I told you all about those cigarettes I bought last summer that were around 18 bucks for a twenty pack of them. They are cigarettes by some German cologne maker. After that, we stopped by Dave's work because he was getting off early. Then we went and picked up a California sandwhich. Delicious. We ate them at Jimmy's. We were waiting to hear from friends of our when and where the show they were playing was. While I was waiting, I decided it seemed like a good night for a coke night. So I called a friend of ours who had a connection. Dave and I went and met up with her and we picked up a gram and a half. After that we called Jimmy and we headed over to the show. It was pretty fucking awesome. it was in this little studio apartment thing. Tiny and personal. It was pretty sweet. It was BYOB which is even better.

You don't blow money on expensive drinks at some bar while listening to a band you love. The show was pretty fun. Did some lines in the bathroom during it. Seb also showed up at the show there and Luke (Tex) came with us as well. We were there until around two or so I think. After that, Seb drove us all back to Jimmy's. We hung out there doing line after line. Smoking cigarette after cigarette. Jen called sometime during the night. Around three or four I think. She hung out with us. I love that girl a lot so it was good to hang out with her. She had her little rants that she went on and on about that never had a conclusion because the cocaine influenced brain has a tendency to lose its train of thought and then just go off on little rabbit trails of thought that don't make sense to the people listening. It was relaxing. Seb got really smashed during this time. Really fucking drunk. He spent quite a bit of the time in the bathroom at Jimmy's emptying his guts of what his body assumed was poison. But it was just alcohol. We stayed there until seven in the morning or so.

Then Dave called a cab because there was no way Seb was walking home. He looked friggen yellow while we were sitting and waiting for the cab. The cab driver was pleasant and made some comments about how drunk our friend was. Which was fairly obvious since he could barely walk. When the three of us got to Dave's, we just went to be since it was nigh on eight in the morning. I slept in until about four in the afternoon. When I got up, Dave had gone to work, and Seb had gone to band practice I think. So I got up and had a shower and shit. Then afterwards I went out and had a smoke with Dave at his work. Then headed over to Jimmy's to pick up shit from his house that I had left. He was with the Amy girl. We went out to the Red Room because I wanted food before heading home. Often I stay until Monday and wake up early to travel home to work. But I decided against it this time. I wanted to relax before going to work today. So it was a lovely breakfast. We got a table on the patio which was nice. Fucking smoking while sitting and drinking coffee and eating is something I don't appreciate lightly.

I fucking love it. But before we went for breakfast, when I showed up to Jimmy's and they were watching these short films by some guy. They were watching one that was basically flashing scenes of graphic child birth. It was pretty good. This filmmaker who I forget his name, doesn't use sound at all. He doesn't believe in it was what I was told. Which is rediculous. Sonic vibrations exist whether you believe in them or not. I was sad that I didn't get to see Kayla this weekend. But apperently she was working. So I can understand that. After breakfast at Red Room. I went back to Jimmy's just to grab something I forgot, then headed to the Go Bus. I enjoyed the ride thoroughly. For some reason it was a very nice relaxing alone time. Which I don't get too much of these days. I just contemplated random shit that is only important to me and would bore you all. So I will spare details. When I got home, I just relaxed the whole evening away watching Goodfellas. Great Martin Scorsese film. Gangster film of course. The best kind. Robert De Niro. Joe Pesci. Great lineup. It is actually baed on a true story too. Watch some ganster films kids. there are some really good ones out there. Here is a few. The Godfather Trilogy. Goodfellas. Scarface. Donny Brasco. The Untouchables. Casino. All of those movies are amazing. Watch them. While I was watching the movie I was also smoking hash Nicole had left me. It was a nice way to wind down my weekend. Then I went to bed and woke up and wrote another days worth of bullshit. I hope you all had a lovely weekend. I sure did. Cheers!