I love the smell of lead paint!

Good morning everyone. I just got up. But it looks like we have another glorious warm day around the corner. Which is why I tend to spend at least a small amount of it outside before it hits a million degrees celsius. It makes me wish someone was here to go drink wine with me in the park. I haven't done enough of that lately. Neither have any of you for that matter. That I know. A co-worker has a family member dying. So she had to give away two of her shifts so she could fly out to Calgary. So tomorrow I have to work 11 hours. I have to do five hours at my store and do the load there. Then I have to come back to the store I was originally trained at, with onlty a half an hour between shifts. I have to be there for six hours and do that load too. I am working from nine thirty in the morning until nine fifteen at night. Then I have to be back at work for eight thirty in the morning on Saturday. Which will be the last day of me working thirteen days in a row. I will have Sunday off. They asked me to take a Sunday shift as well. But I refused.

I knew I would burn out if I did that. Because that is one day off in the next eight days after that and if I gave up that day off that would have meant I was working 22 days in a row or some crazy shit like that. So I respectfully declined and everyone understood. Though I doubt my day off is going to be restful at all. Probably be the usual dose of get fucked up in Toronto. Probably go to the Comfort Zone with Seb on Sunday. Get drunk Saturday night. Prove to the world that you can't rape the willing. Which is why roofies were invented. Everyones willing then. Just kidding kids. Chill. Or wait. I mean relax. Chill is too much of a hippy term for my liking. You all know very well my feelings on hippies. I should do a tally sometime on my blog and see how many times I mention my hate for hippies. I bet you if Hitler blogged, he would mention how much he hates the Jews almost as much as I mention hating hippies. I need a man like that on my side, only hating something worth hating, the people with no money, not the people with money.

The lazy pot smoking bums. Those idealistic shit heads who talk about accomplishing so much but never accomplish a damned thing. Except getting high and going to folk music festivals and thinking that is there stand against society. You guys should watch the Southpark episode "Die Hippy, Die". It is one of the funniest Southpark episodes ever made. "Peace man, don't be hating." There is always something out there worth hating. You need to hate and love, shoot, and hug, black and white, night and day, work and not. There is balance in the universe I am sure of it. We just all disagree on the level of perfection this balance is at. Too much taxes. Too much war. Too much love. Christians especially will tell you that when it comes to sex. Too many black people. Too many rich white people. Too many immigrants. Not enough human rights. Too much human rights. The government has too much power. The government doesn't have enough. We all aren't going to like everything. But thus far, life is treating me fairly good. It has had its ups and downs.

I have had my heart crushed a couple times. I have felt abandoned by my family. I have hurt others. I have betrayed friends. But I have also experienced triumphs. I have felt what I believed was love. I have been saved by my family. I have helped out friends. I have lead a balanced life I believe. Who can complain about that? I am sure not trying too. As I said, the only thing I have to complain about at this moment is hippies. But even then I have a healthy balance of those in my life. NONE! It is rediculous how we all think we can write a bunch of shit on the internet and think other people will care enough about it to read huh? But generally we are right. People do want to read it, and I wonder why? You can almost feel voyeuristic. Looking into the private life of someone else. Knowing things about them even if you barely know them or have never even met them at all. There is appeal in that somewhere. Trying to put a person into context based on their own opinions of themselves and what they percieve in this world. We seem to have become quite the blog writing and reading world. I am glad about it.

It gives you the opportunity to get a taste for a person before expending valuable energy on trying to get to know them. Maybe if it isn't worth it, you can find out ahead of time. Or people that are living far away you can feel a little closer to them by reading about their daily thoughts and acitivities. I don't always write about my activities. Especially if they aren't interesting. I don't want to write about work a million days in a row. So those are the days that I just write about what is on my mind. But I like to detail my fun party times in Toronto. So that is when I specifiy my activities. Man I was just jiving to an incredible guitar solo. Jesus. Why the fuck you guys don't listen to metal blows my mind. It truly does. The incredible orgasmic enjoyment it brings me is indescribable. To listen to very very talented musicians, gives me one of the greatest joys in life. Mediocre bullshit just doesn't do it for me. I don't think it could ever again. Well I think that is all I got to say for today.

Have a lovely day folks. Go and get some sunshine. I am sure you have a vitamin D deficiency. You should remedy that. A brand new study shows that large doses of vitamin D can lower your chances of getting some cancers by up to 60%. That is no small number. They discovered it by accident as well. Well you who keep up on the news already know this. But they did discover you need large doses of it. Like about 1,000 to 2,000 IU's (International Units) a day. So if you take vitamins, add this one to your daily intake. By the way, for an experiment I have checked the prices on vitamin D. Because I am predicting them to jump the price of them a lot higher with this discovery. They can make money off of our fears of cancer. They were I think experimenting on vitamin D helping with bone disease like osteoporosis. The patients they had given large amounts of vitamin D too, 60% less of them got cancer then the ones who weren't taking vitamin D. We aren't getting enough sun. But then again, too much gives you cancer. As always, I am talked into yet again, a little pill solving my problems. Cheers folks!