Subliminal Servitude.

Good morning everyone. I don't know how much time I have available to write here. I had a great evening with Lauren last night. We talked a lot. As I said previously, she is smarter then I was at her age. But I am not at her age, so I still have an edge. An edge called life experience and confidence. I met her up the road last night at about nine or so. Ever since we met up we talked a shitload. Drank expensive wine and all the other things you would do if you were a young single woman with me. After I got home with her last night, I had one cigarette, ONE CIGARETTE! Between around nine and five in the morning. Isn't that rediculous? She was so engaging that I forgot to smoke. I never forget to smoke. My Mother could be dying of a heart attack and the first thing I would think of is "fuck, do I ever need a smoke." I woke up to my living room in a disarray. We wrestled al the way the fuck over it. It was an intense wrestling match too. It went as far as the dining room, from the living room. The girl is strong. But not stronger then me. When she was winning I was letting her. I would make a conscious decision of wanting her to be on top for a change.

Let her dominate. I think we both in our own ways are dominant and slightly violent. Haha. Fucking perfect. But I didn't take the record of being the oldest. Which was sad. But you can't have it all. After I mentioned only having one cigarette alst night, all I can think about is that fucking cigarette. But I got to finish this while I still can. Because once she is done in the washroom, I am not going to be a rude host and continue typing here. I found my nipple ring this morning. I think both of them had fallen out at one point last night. But I had found the ring. But I just found the barbell this morning. Once she is done showering and I look prettier, I am going to take her out for breakfast at Cora's. It is a fucking incredible breakfast joint. Crepes. Berries. Amazing Bacon. Amazing Eggs. Oatmeal. Cereal. I am serious. Everything you though that was a breakfast dish, is served here, and more. The place is only open until three in the afternoon because it is solely a breakfast place. If any of you kids come visit me, I will bring you there. But all you all are city impaired. Meaning you aren't here all the time because you haven't discovered how fun it really is.

Especially when you hang out with me. Lauren didn't get the full experience. Because we were just in Mississauga because I have to work today and shit. God damned work. Spoils all my fun. Actually that is a lie. I had a fuck of a lot of fun last night. Haha. You know how blunt I am about shit kids. But I don't know how open Lauren would be comfortable with me being. But now that I said that. I don't really have to say much else. Honestly, I don't think she cares. Anyways I hear her finishing in the washroom. So you guys have a lovely day. Cheers!