Trevor fan site 101

The title actually has nothing to do with this blog post. It is just the first thing to pop into my head in the morning. So as some of you know. I get a little reaction about what I blogged about yesterday. Mainly because of me blogging about the party shenanigans. It wasn't a huge reaction from people. Just Jimmy and Nicole really. And it wasn't a huge dramatic outburst. It just was the fact that they were ashamed of their actions so they hated that it was up on my blog. Though I thought that was pretty rediculous. Their personal life is ok on my blog as long as it portrays them in a good light. Well it usually does. But it won't always be that way. Sometimes they will be stupid. Sometimes I will be stupid. I am sure you will all hear about it when I am. You would think I had let out some huge personal secret involving something that has made you feel gross and dirty since the beginning of time. But really, you all saw it. It was just party dramaticism. That is all. Nicole and Jimmy just needed to make it unawkward between them. Their reaction to that I fully predicted. They needed to unite against me.

Huddle into each other to get over that bullshit that was between them for a second. I am not saying they consciously did that. But I am saying I was pretty sure it would happen. They decided to focus the anger and drama towards me because of the fact that they hated how they acted. But as you can see, I don't make a very good scape goat. I am not co-operative enough. Hopefully they are over it now. Hopefully they realize my blog will remain what it is no matter what. An accurate account of my life. Of course it is biased. But since it is a record of my life. I figure it being biased my way is alright. It isn't like I am writing a religious document. Though it would be pretty awesome if it became one. Dave liked my blog post at least. Which I am glad. Took a lot of time to write that. I think Kayla said it was fair and accurate. Which is true it was. At least she could remain objective about it even though she was involved. Nicole was the one who didn't the least though. Everything she loves about me came out in full force in that post. Me not being swayed by what can make people uncomfortable.

Saying what is on my mind no matter what. It was a pretty hypocritical reaction sadly enough. But I don't expect everyone to always be on the ball. The fact that people sooooo very easily got really uncomfortable about me writing something so unimportant. Something that no one will give a shit about as much as they did, shows me that I think my friends are a hell of a lot more insecure then I give them credit for. But they are darlings nonetheless. They just got to realize no one gives a shit about their lives as much as they do. So don't worry about it. I think I am going to wrap that up though. I have said most of what I think on it. I don't care to much anymore as of this second. You guys are all good kids. Just choose something that matters to react to. As Dave pointed out, haha, He is the only one in the group right now that no one has a problem with. That is the first time that has ever happened and he should throw a party. Haha. Good ol' Dave. So true. Oh words. How you can be dynamite. Oh words. So destructive. Oh words. People give you far to much power.

Oh words. Fuck. Shit. Mother fucker. Grandmother fucker for that matter. Oh bow down before the almighty words. They will ruin your life and impregnate your virgin daughters. They will vomit in your mouth. Congregate in your sons room and titty fuck his ears. Corrupting that unadulterated soul. Words, they will give you AIDS. Send you to hell. Words will evoke every sin, every reaction, you may be charged for how you use them. Well I say fuck words. They have no power over me. Or well, as little as I can possibly give them. I am mute and deaf. Words mean nothing. I love blogging in the early morning. I don't know what it is about how my head functions when I first wake up that I love. Jimmy tried to attack how I write yesterday. Saying I wasn't clear enough or some shit. But today after work I am going to analyze it for him and show him everything that he said wasn't clear is very much so clear. Then he took a cheap shot at me and tried to tell me my writing was bad. As if I really cared about that. Yes Mr. English Major. I probably should have that degree you are going to wave in my face for blogging.

But I think he was just getting frusterated with me and a little bit angry on the phone. But it still made me angry just because it was a low blow because everyone was kind of feeling a little insecure. But in the end. I love them all. All this action makes for great blogging. So I can't stay mad at them. Jimmy had his feelings hurt the other night. Towards that I am empathetic. This will all blow over soon. Probably before today is done. At least you would hope. I am sure they don't want to give me anything else to blog about. Haha. Plus I don't really want to write about this anymore. Tomorrow I want to write about how much I love Leftover Crack. Plus I haven't done the whole Vonnegut memorial post yet. Work is soon. Well not soon. Couple hours. But I like to relax before work. Oh and Lesley darling. I miss you.