For a great friend who is feeling shitty.

Now I know there have been many a day in my life when I have felt like shit and some small thing made public telling the world that I matter to someone would have made my day better. Nicole has had a rough day. It has made me sad to see it. So I am going to tell you (whoever is reading this) and the world that she matters to someone even if she does feel like a pile of shit right now. Nic is one of those rare individuals that I will never meet again. Of that I am certain. She has this power to make me feel great or shitty. To know what am thinking and why. There is no fear of offending each other and no fear of betrayel. One hundred percent faith in her I have. As far as I am concerned. No one is more worthy of it. She always talks to me generally. I rarely feel left out in the cold with her. I never doubt that I matter to her. That is something I generally face in whatever relationship I have in my life. Even my parents. But ever since that day that i found out Nic was hot. We have been inseperable. In a strange way. I have probably not even spent a week total with her in real life. This medium is how we know each other. And very well. Her moving here is an excitement I cannot contain and makes me lose sleep. It will be a new area to know. I know a lot about Nic. But simple things you don't even always notice I don't know so well about Nic. Physical things. Whether she fidgets when she is nervous. or her facial expressionin certain situations. Voice pitch changes due to stress. These are things I don't know very well. So by her moving here I will be able to explore almost untouched terrain in our friendship. I could not be more happy about it. She is the only human being I know who doesn't just accept me despite my shit. She loves my shit. She admires about me what others would look down on me for. That is a liberating experience I had never had. It felt good. A lot of the time we know what each other is thinking which is impressive based on a majority text relationship. I want you to know Nic. I also want everyone else to know. That a part of my world that has brought me to where I am today would not have existed without you. I also wouldn't get the quality I am getting out of life without you being there. I feel sad when you are sad. I want whatever it is out there that is the absolute best for you. If I ever get rich you will never have to work again. That I guarantee. You are bar none, the smartest most insightful woman I have ever met. But at the same time can be dramatic like a little girl and it is a perfect mix. You know who you are and you are not ashamed of it. I want you to feel better tonight. I want you to go to sleep with positive things on your mind. I don't want to have you lying awake stressed about things that you can do nothing about tonight. I want you to be able to emotionally put all this on hiatus. Get up, go to work and come see me. Looking forward to that is better then dreading beyond it. Things are going to get better very soon. You mean the world to me and I hope you realize that. Now sleep well knowing you couldn't have had a more brilliant, good-looking, and just all around promo-character then me say all this nice shit about you.