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What's the difference between a baby and a ham sandwich?

I don't fuck a ham sandwich before I eat it.

Haha. My friend Mark told me that joke this past weekend. that is probably the first time in five years I have heard a baby joke that I had never heard before. I had a great weekend. Went to Guelph for the chili cook off. A lot of old friends where there. Jimmy of course went. There was Ashley, Seth, Mark, Kris, Josie, Keith, Dougsy, Liam, Zack, Mike, Laura. And more AI am sure. All old friends from Owen Sound. Got drunk, smoked a lot, and did exstacy for the first time in a long time. I also picked up a third job. I am cleaning the floors of the Longo's I work at at night. We will see if I can keep up with three jobs. I clean floors five nights a week. Work at the hot counter five days a week, and work at the Wine Rack two or three days a week. I might burn out quickly.

Onto a completely unrelated thought. Often I am feeling wistful. I just all of a sudden will think of someone and will miss them greatly. Someone in my past who I had great times with. But I always stop before I actually let them know that I was thinking about them and the past good times we had together. Is being wistfull immature and childish? Because whenever I feel it, I think that it is and never follow through with expressing it.