The Bullet's Breath

Good morning everyone. I am a day older then I was yesterday even though people keep insisting I am a year older then I was yesterday. But I am quite sure I didn't sleep that long. But the reality is that I am twenty four. So twenty four of my friends should each buy me a different beer to make me up a 2-4 of all different shit. Doesn't seem too long ago I was posting that it was my birthday. I guess if a year isn't too long ago to me, it wasn't too long ago. So I guess thirty four is the next age that I will enjoy running numbers. I am going to miss you 23. I look forward to you 34. I am going up to see Jaime tomorrow. I am damn excited. I have had only one day off really since I saw her last almost a month ago.Well I had another, but there was a staff meeting. So that doesn't fuckin' count. Though the bus ride kind of sucks. Well, the cabin fever feeling I get sucks. I really enjoy the time I get to spend listening to music and just really absorb it. It is really hard to absorb music at home because usually I am doing other shit as well as listening to music.

It is hard for me to justify not doing something else while listening to music just because I quite easily can. But when you are stuck in a bus or taking a walk. You can get lost in your own world of sonic absorbtion. I fucking love that part. Also when I am smoknig I use an MP3 player to listen to music while I am smoking. That is how I usually listen to new shit. I generally don't try to absorb new music while I am sitting here or typing or anything. Because I will just listen to it all and not even know if I like it and just have to listen to it again. And again. If I keep doing that maybe I will end up liking something crappy just because of the repetition it had in my life from not paying attention. I got to talk to my brother last night. It was good to talk to him again. I haven't really since Thanksgiving. But he was just letting me know that he would come and pick me up and bring me home for Christmas and also take me back. So when he comes up, I am going to introduce him to the city. I was going to take him to see Nicole dance. But she will be in Europe then.

I also just want her to meet my brother. I am going to see if I can get him to Death Metal concert. Only not let him know that is what it is. Haha. He would slay in the mosh pit though and I would love to see that. Apperently we are supposed to get some storm today and tomorrow. So hopefully I don't die tomorrow while travelling. Wish me luck. Do I look a year older? You tell me. I don't think I do. I just have longer hair and have facial hair. And hopefully a longer penis. Cheers!