Orsus

Good afternoon folks. I have been on hiatus a couple days. I don't know if I told you all. But my Grandma went to Pennsylvania for the week. So I spent one evening and just did Exstacy by myself. I had some from when I was in Toronto. Kept it specifically for that purpose. I had never done it by myself. I like experiencing drugs by myself a lot. It gives you the ability to focus on what it does to your brain and how it changes and affects you during that period. It is like fucking the high straight up instead of having a threesome with the high and other people. Also my friend Jen came up. Old school friend from when I worked at C.H. I dated her for a bit there. I hadn't ever seen her in my life besides that summer. So this week was the first time in five years. I told her to bring her self and her kids if she wanted to. She brought one of them. I let her have a relaxing time here for a couple days. She just left this morning. But was here since Wednesday. It is very nostalgic and interesting seeing people I haven't seen in years but have kept in contact with.

I think there will always be a bond between us. I was the first one to ever touch her vagina. Haha. Now that is a bond that can never be broken. She was blown away by me not wanting her to have dinner ready when I got home and shit. I cooked the whole time she was here and whenever she tried to help or even help me to do the dishes, I told her to get the fuck out of my kitchen. Haha. She said they are words she has never heard. Little things she always said. Like the fact that I was easy to wake up and not a prick about it. Etc. I told her she must get with assholes. But that is an assumption I made just by the fact that she is a single Mom with two kids from different Fathers. Remember Jaime. I am quite the catch. Well now I am anyway. Maybe not so much in previous periods. But I don't want to Father your children. But you can have my abortion if you like. Alright moving on. Today is picture perfect day. The day all the corporate big wigs come in. Director of Operations. Vice President of Retail. I mean the big shots. I work at around three.

I think they are coming in at four. I have been making sure the store is good and prepped because my boss is in Denver during this period. Haha. Bitch. So now I am accountable for any fuck ups. I was reading the sheet we were sent that tells you what you need to score on and what needs to be done. I was reading how the plan-o-grams were supposed to be and found that they were all wrong. Everything is organized by brand, price, colour of the wine, size of the bottle, and weight of the wine. And they all have to be a certain way. So I printed off a list of all our products. Drew up a sheet on our shelf layout and brought it home to re-plan it all. Then yesterday at work I re-arranged everything. It looks great and took a lot of work. So I will be pissed if we score badly. But I don't think I am. Because talknig to other Manager's and anchors, All they have been doing to ready for picture perfect day is just making sure there isn't dust on anything and they know how to check their stats. Which they should already know how to do anyway.

See I like to know what mine are. I set myself selling goals everyday. So I am always looking to see if I have met them. But I think a lot of people don't care about this job as much as I do. Which is understandable. A lot of people in this world are doing jobs they hate. I am very greatful that I am not one of those people. I can't wait until today is over though. I have been under a lot of pressure the last few days. But have also discovered I work well under pressures deadlines and shit. Which is probably good if I want to be successful in the capitalist state I live in. Oh! When my Grandma got home last night she brought me a carton of camels. For fourty five American. So cheap. That is about twenty dollars cheaper then I pay for Canadian cartons which aren't near as good. So now I am happy as pie about it. I am in a metal discussion with Devin right now. I haven't talked to him in a while. He lives in Owen Sound. A lot of you probably know Devin Kivel or however you spell it that isn't phonetic. We are talking about the Godliness of The Faceless and Beneath the Massacre.

I am seeing Beneath the Massacre in November. Most likely with Kris. Kris told me yesterday that he is going to learn to play Ghost of a Stranger by The Faceless. I am really excited. Fucking incredible song with a great Jazz Break-down in it on guitar. I can't wait until he learns it. Seeing it live was incredible. So I would love to experience that again. I think Jon moves to town either today or tomorrow. So I guess I will see the boy relatively soon. I do say relatively. I work a lot. But more often then I see him when he is living up in butt fuck nowhere. Sometimes Media Player's random isn't so random. I have five albums queued up on the playlist and have it on shiffle. The first five songs where five songs from the same band and same album. I only have five albums on here and I haven't heard anything off of Disgorge's Parallels of Infinite Torture yet and it has been on for over an hour! Fucking bullshit. But that means when it finally comes. A lot of it will. Just hopefully that time is before work. I always try and create my playlists to end just before I have to leave.

I hate not listening to everything I have set up to hear. Then you are trying to choose which ones to skip because you may or may not want to listen to others more. But that is really hard to do when you love and adore all your music. It is more just deciding based on how recent I have heard it. Haha. I miss you guys that I miss. And I hate you guys that I hate. Actually I don't think I hate anyone. Well. Other then Rowling. And whats his fuck face... Oh Douglas Adams. And John Mayer. For some reason everyone I talk to tell me he is really talented. I watched some youtube videos. He isn't great. He is better than his music often lets on. But not by any means incredible. Ask me for some videos of guitar players playing. It will blow your mind. But I like over six billion people. I would say that's pretty good. Well maybe like is too strong of a word. But I don't hate that many people. I haven't met you all yet. Anyways kids. I should wrap this up. I need to smoke a camel. Delicious. And these are the true American hard pack Camel's. Not the Canadian bullshit we get. I hope you all have had a lovely day thus far and week. I know I have. Cheers folks!