Alpha Breed

Good morning everyone. How has your weekennd been? I am working most of it except for Monday. But we are closed then. So everyone gets it off. I had quite a good time while down in Toronto. It was an early white Christmas with the yayo as I said it would be. I didn't get therer until after midnight on Wednesday. When I did I was at Dave's house and Tony was there who I hadn't seen in about six months or so. He had gone out west to work. But now he is back. Makes me happy to have an Italian as fuck guy to have around downtown as well. Tony is pretty awesome though. He makes me laugh. So yes. I get there and I go around back and smoke with the boys. Then we head in and divvy up lines the rest of the night while playing poker. We played a couple games. Well over the two days I was there we played three games. I won all of them. In fact I have only lost one game ever when playing with Dave and the crew since I have met them. We also went and walked around the park and downtown while high for a bit. Tony headed home at about 4 in the morning I think.

When we got back we decided to watch Pan's Labyrinth while high. Well more like when we were coming down. I watched the whole thing. Jesus was the gore impressive in it. There is an intense scene where you see a guy get his face beat in with the bottom of a beer bottle. There is also this one part where this woman sticks a knife inside the Captain's mouth and cuts open his cheek. Even the gunshots were pretty graphic. I was thoroughly impressed. The story wasn't very interesting though. Typical run of the mill fantasy. That is the problem with fantasy. It is very formulaic. Not much variety in the genre. Which is strange considering it is fantasy making you writing about anything possible. Dave passed out before the end of it. I watched the whole thing. I am glad I saw it. The next day we woke up and went out to the Red Room with Jimmy. Which was good. I don't see the boy enough. But the fucker doesn't ome and visit me ever. Well none of those fuckers do. I do all of the travelling. Which to me is rediculous because I work more then all of them do. Granted I do live in Mississauga.

And all it is is a suburban sprawl. After that we went over to Jimmy's house and just chilled for a bit. We were planning on doing yayo again Thursday night. I had never done it two nights in a row. I decided it was high time I did. But it didn't work out with us getting it and all that shit. I wasn't too heart broken. I had to work the next day and was already tired. So Dave and I played more poker and watched Basquiat. Fucking great movie. Watch it kids. I never got to see Henri because she is attached at the hip with Colin. Whenever I heard about where she was it was here with Colin or there with Colin. Turning into a little co-dependent Jew. I don't know what her being Jewish has to do with anything. But she is Jewish. So I am sure something. I was disappointed of course. The first night I got there she told me she was going to pass out and I was getting in to late. Haha. Half past midnight isn't late. Especially when you are unemployed. Henri would hang out with us until three or four in the morning when she had to work the next day.

So that just translated in my head to her wanting to fuck the shit out of Colin. Anyways. To summarize, I never saw her and was disappointed. So I got back up here yesterday. Got off the Go and Jumped right onto Mississauga Transit and headed to work. Downed a couple Red Bulls. Tried to get Luigi to give me a blow job so I would wake up. He keeps bitching about not being gay or some shit. Whiny Italians. Oh I forgot I saved the shit. I was just checking my e-mail. I got a couple anonymous messages last night after I got home from work. Here I will put them up here.

MSNGeeks.com Anonymous Messenger says (9:40 PM):

You're dating a slut and liar. And I feel sorry for you. I'm also very drunk and prooobably should not be sending this to you. But

MSNGeeks.com Anonymous Messenger says (9:40 PM):

I saw her in a weird place, and it turns out that the rumers are true, and she is a slut. And I'm sorry.I think that despite the fact that I don't really like you, you could really REALLY do better than a lying person who is a slut. You might think that *I* am that, but I'm really not. I'm just confused and unwilling to commit. At any rate, you take better care of yourself, and if you get the chance, Dump Jamie. She doesn't deserve you.

Drama follows me wherever I go. I have no idea what the person is talking about. My first reaction is that it was Morgan. It is something she would do. But then I also realized there was a few people who weren't happy about Jaime and I being together. So it could be anyone really. Because if it was a friend actually concerned who actually wanted to tell me something, they would have just told me. Not done this anonymous chicken shit thing. Also, whoever you are, if I find out you are just slandering someone because you didn't get your way you will have me to deal with. I don't take lightly people spreading slanderous filth like that about someone just because someone is all territorial. And if it is you Morgan. I wouldn't say anything. You are the sluttiest girl I have ever met. People these days. Ugh. I really don't want to be a part of any drama that could arise from this. I think I had this conversation with Jaime at the beginning. I just don't know what to do about it.

I will ponder and think about it. Wisdom solves everything I hope. So making calculating intelligent decisions should help me. Though nothing is directly affecting me yet. Yet... You can leave Owen Sound. But evidently Owen Sound doesn't leave you. Haha. Anyways. I think that is all I have to say for today. You antagonists, please, just fuck off. Thanks. I hope you all have a lovely day. I will try my best too. Cheers!