Safety Rules (The World)

Good morning folks. I am incredibly tired today. I was gone for my whole day yesterday at Wonderland. Left here at eight in the morning. Got back at half past midnight. The hour of death as they say. Let me tell you did I look and feel like death. I went on a shitload of rides yesterday. I was with good people for going on rides with. They were up for going on ride after ride as well and didn't wimp out and get tired at all. I saw my good friend Derek for the first time in three or four years. I grew up with this kid and he used to be one of my closest friends. It was his frist time at Wonderland. He had never been on a roller coaster before. So we decided to make him do the most scary one first thing. So we started off our day with Drop Zone. He was white as a sheet when he got off. We got him on a few more roller coasters before he gave up on them forever. He felt sick the rest of the day and fucked off with his wife. Oh yes. He is newly married. So I met his new wife. She seems nice. By nice I mean she is pretty and has a large chest. So she could be a bitch. But at least she was nice to look at.

Everyone I was with yesterday where Tanya's friends. Fucking Christ if they weren't all incredibly right Christians. I heard them bash on gay people so much through out the day and I got in more then my fair share of debates about people who act morally superior to others based on sexual preference and how they were fools. Homophobia and homo-bashing is the new racism. Not socially acceptable to judge people by their skin colour anymore. So you do it by where they like to stick their body parts and to whom and whether that person is married to them, the same sex, or a godly person. Absolute craziness I tell you. Haha. One of Tanya's friends when she left to go to the bathroom. sternly asked if I was Goth. I sometimes get that because sometimes I like to dress all in black and have a metal shirt and my long dyed hair etc. Anyways, they put three and four together and come up with five. But I did answer the kid in this way. "No I am not a goth, I am just a Satan worshipper is all." Haha. Reactionary religious folk make me laugh. i then broke it to him that I was just fucking with him.

I don't believe in God. Why would I believe in Satan? I can still feel weakness all over my body from just intense after intense adrenaline rush yesterday. I went on every big ride in the park. A lot of them twice. The second last ride we went on was the Drop zone a second time because we wanted to see the view at night. It was gorgeous. It is an incredibly tense ride though. Plummeting at upwards over 100 KM/H towards the ground with a huge chunk of metal strapped to you is very intense. Everytime I get off of it, my knees are shakey from my bodies brief reaction against the possibility of death. It is one of the most intense rushes I have ever felt. Your insides feel weird too because of the very fast plummet. I am sure they do all move up somewhat for a second. I want to put pennies on my knees sometimes when I go on it and see if I will drop faster then they do and they float in front of me on the way down. Today I have to do the load at work. The biggest work load physical wise always seems to come after days I have had that are physically demanding.

I have to say I took full advantage of the fact that yesterday was my first day off after working twenty one days straight. Haha. My feet hurt worse then how I left them though. At some point I need to relax and get off of them. You should see how expensive shit is at wonderland. A burger and fries was 9.99. If you wanted a cheesburger and fries, 11.99. Fucking rediculous. That didn't even include a drink which was about 3.50 for a medium coke. We left the park to eat when we realized just eight of us eating fucking shitty burgers and fries would all together cost over a hundred bucks. Later on in the day I ran into my Aunt Susan. She had my Three cousins (her children) with her. I brought my cousins and Felicia and Shaun with us for a bit. He is one of my two cousins named after my middle name. Weird huh? My family has no original ideas for names I guess. But my other one was killed by a drunk driver. So I may have to carry on the name of Shaun soon enough. Though I am sure this Shaun will outlive me. But we took them on some roller coasters that there Mother wouldn't be able to handle and therefore couldn't take them on.

They went on the lies of Sky Flyer, Minebuster, and The Bat with us. They refused to go on Drop zone though. There are a lot of people who will do everything but the Drop Zone. People are terrified by it. For good reason. It is a terrfying ride. But doesn't that make a ride more fun? It does for me anyway. Being scared shitless in a controlled and safe environment seems great to me. Especially the more you feel you could likely die. Or even just the insane fear of heights. Someone told me our fear of heights is irrational. I disagreed with him. It is just our bodies natural preservation kicking in. We weren't built to fly. So we often don't react to it well. I used to be insanely afraid of heights. Then I started rock climbing with my friend without safety equipment. That will get you over heights quickly. Now I didn't do anything too insane. I didn't do like 5000 foot escarpments. Just like shit around georgian bay and the west rocks. But I did do some tough ones. Some that I was genuinely afraid that I was going to fall. But I soon quelched that insane fear and just kept a healthy enough does of it just to keep myself from dying or doing anything to stupid.

Don't take this as me being a crazy dare devil. I'm really not. I just don't like to be afraid of things. I spent a lot of my life irrationally shackled by fear. Hell being one of them. Sometimes I still have to deal with it. But I won't have to forever. But generally when I recognize an irrational stupid fear in my life, I try to conquer it and find out where it originated. I used to have a great big huge fear of rejection. But now that I have learned to love my life for being me, and not by who I am with, I stopped having those issues. Any other fears I come across in my life, I will try to address them in as quick and timely of a manner as I possibly can. Well my pretties. I am going to sign off. I miss you all. You fucks in Montreal right now. Tell me stories. I know Henri will. She never shuts up. I mean that in every positive sense there is. But I will be in Toronto on tuesday. So clear your calendars. Those who want to see me anyway. Even though it won't make much difference one way or the other too me. Jaime is going to be up. I can see you fucks anytime. Haha. No I wouldn't mind seeing you. Jimmy I know I will see. I always do. Anyways. I am going to sign off for the day Beautifuls. I hope you have a glorious day. Cheers!