You are cute, you are dead.

Hello everyone. I had a wild weekend. Hopefully I remember it all. But I am just going to start out by saying it was one of the most fun times I have had in a very long time. I also want to say that I think my life must be pretty good, because I say that a lot. But it was exceptionally fun. I went into town Saturday afternoon when I was done work. I just read on the bus. I am re-reading that Outsider by Albert Camus. If you haven't read it, you are a fool. I got downtown and went straight over to Jimmy's. He was reading in his bed. I think he had just gotten back from being at lunch with some bitch he laid. The two empty condom wrappers told part of the tale. He filled in the rest. I said I wanted to go out and enjoy the beautiful day. Because it was that. I was hungry because I had not yet eaten that day. So I told Jimmy we should go to the Red Room. I would buy him a beer. So I got a pitcher of some brown ale. Remember kids, Pilseners and Lagers are shitty beers. Stick with the Ales and Stouts. We snagged a patio seat. That is a must for us chain smokers.

I had my usual breakfast plate. As usual it was amazing. While I was eating, Jenna called. She was coming into town to meet me and hang out. She said she would be down in a half hour or so. Jimmy and I left the Red Room and grabbed some toilet paper for his house. Then headed back. Jenna showed up at his house at the same time we did. Soon after, Nicole showed up too pick up her shit from Jimmy's. Her Mom was there as well to drive her shit back to her house because Nicole is leaving to Colifornia for a while soon. Man is her Mom smoking hot. While they were doing that, Jimmy, Jenna and I went to the LCBO. I got some Dragon Stout beer and some rum for Nicole. We went back to Jimmy's. I gave Nicole her rum. She left soon after to go meet Mike I think. Kayla showed up not long after that. We sat outside for the rest of the evening due to it being so gorgeous. Just drinking and chatting. Jimmy brought out his stereo. We listened to some Doobie Brothers and Michael Jackson. Then we realized the Hockey Game was on so we turned on the radio to listen.

Thank goodness Ottawa won. We hung out there until around 11:30 or so at night. Then Jenna and I headed out to Dark Rave to meet Seb. Oh and I also got ten hits of acid from a friend for $65. Anyways. We got to Dark Rave and waited outside for about half an hour for Seb. When he showed up, cops and an ambulance had arrived. There was a girl lying passed out on the floor just inside the door. An O.D. I think. So we had to wait for a bit for them to move her into the ambulance. There were so many gorgeous goth outfits there. Of course it isn't really my style. But a lot of these people put a lot of work into their look. It was very impressive. Jenna and I had dropped a hit of acid a while ago at Jimmy's While waiting for Seb, some guy had come up to us asking if we were looknig for happiness. So we bought three hits. One for each of us. Took it when Seb arrived. When we got in, Seb bought us all a beer. Then later got three more hits of E for all of us. I gave Seb a hit of acid a little into the rave. He had another one soon after that as well. He enjoyed it I am quite sure.

It was so fucking fun. I of course was tripping balls all night. There was these crazy lazer lights that were pointed into the crowd They were often shot down onto us moving quickly vortex style which would suck you in when you were fucked up like we were. Honestly, the perfect place to do the kind of drugs we were on. The ultimate party atmosphere. All three of us danced on stage a lot. Just because we were closer to the lights and it was fun. Some stunning girl wearing nothing but a bikini top and the shortest shorts I had ever, showed me how when you stick your water bottle up into the lazer lights, these crazy bubbles of colour appear in the water. Very very cool it was. We danced the whole time we were there besides the times we went out for a cigarette. Surrounded by beautiful women, stunning women really. Amazing outfits. This girl had an awesome sluttty nurses outfit on and was dancing on some table like thing. Man I was drenched in sweat the whole night. We stayed until it was done at 5:30 in the morning. Then we went back to Seb's house.

Hung out in his room listening to music and watching funny youtube videos. Kayla and Dave were sleeping when we got in. I kept trying to hydrate myself in the morning by drinking water. But I kept puking it up everytime. But that finally went away. It wasn't really a bad feeling actually. Puking is kind of cool when you are that high. Dave and Kayla woke up at about 9:30. We sat and chatted in Seb's room for a bit. Then decided to head to Red Room for breakfast. It was good. Seb didn't really eat anything. That often happens after amphetamines have entered uyour body. I was able to eat which was surprising. Usually I wouldn't be able too. But I felt that need to revitalize my body. Jenna went home after breakfast. She probably needed to sleep. We were up all night after all. Afterwards, Dave Seb, and I headed back to their place. Dave and I dropped acid. It had been the plan for a while. I figured I could handle two days in a row. I have done far more. The original plan was to hang out in the park. But it was chilly and looked like it might rain.

So we just dropped and listened to Leftover Crack as we got higher and higher. It was really muggy in his apartment. Disgustingly soo. They have only small little squares that open in their windows so they got not much air circulation. So we decided to sit out back outside. It was way too fucking warm in there. He brought out his little shower radio and we listened to stupid shit and talked about whatever two boys on acid would talk about then forget. Jimmy and Nicole arrived a little later and hung out with us back there. Jimmy had to be at work by 5:30. So when he left, Nicole and I left as well. She wanted to go shopping and wanted me to go with her. Which of course I did. I am most likely not going to see her anymore before she leaves for a month or months. Wherever the road takes them It was trippy as fuck being on acid and going into these stores. We went into the big sex toy shop on Queen Street. Looked at some of the crazy shit they have. They had this one big sex machine that was $880 bucks.

It was like a seat with a dildo sticking out of the middle of it and it had crazy levers and shit that looked like you needed a user's manual to learn how to operate. We went into a couple of upper class stores that I would never be in if I wasn't hanging out with Nicole. It was a great experience. Though I kind of felt awkward at times. When you are on acid, sometimes you feel like the whole world is watching you. But even moreso since these places seemed to be for rich classy people. I was walking into these places all grubby from not having slept or shwerd and I had sweated all night at a rave the night before. But it was still fun as hell. She bought this crazily short skirt that is basically just a big belt. It was very hot. Nicole is leggy. Being over six feet tall does that. So it looked great on her. She also bought a pair of shoes. She needed some good ones for being on the road for a while. We went to Sirens as well which is the place for Goths to go in Toronto. Holy shit was there a lot of gorgeous outfits in there.

A lot of them I had seen the night before. She had to go meet Mike at his place after that. So she went there. I called Dave and met back up with him again. We sat in Trinity Bellwoods park for a bit, then walked artound it. But we headed back to his place because it was about to rain. When we got back, we decided to watch Trainspotting. It was trippy as fuck to watch while high on acid. I quite enjoyed it. After it was done we were starting to get tired. Well at least I was. Tripping two days in a row and no sleep will do that. We decided to go get food. We did so. Brought back to his place and ate. I realized it was still pretty early as I was coming down. I decided to not stay in the night as originally planned. I wanted to get a good night's sleep underneath me before work. I didn't feel like travelling today when I had to work. So I walked to St. Patrick Station. It was drizzling a little bit. But it was so little it didn't get me wet through or anything. It was a very gorgeous invigorating feeling in fact. I got on the bus and was in a half wake, half dream-like stupor until I got home.

I arrived home at about 11:30 at night. Went straight to bed. Didn't wake up until 10:30 this morning. I needed that 11 hours of sleep desperately. Had a much needed shower. Washed the drug and rave grime off of me. Now I feel ready to tackle the world again in top form and go for another long stretch of work. I have a couple cups of coffee in me. Also a couple cigarettes. I took breaks while writing this too smoke of course. I generally always do. So I think I have generally caught up my weekend. I probably forgot some shit. Well I am sure I did. You don't get that high and remember your whole weekend. But what is important is told. Miss you kids. I am going to miss Nicole greatly. Also Mike. But I am happy for them going out and hitting the open road. They will love it I am sure. I would. But I don't have the ability to just take off. Well I do. But it isn't worth what it would cost me. I have a promising future ahead of me in my career. So I won't do anything like that. Who knows. I may never be able too again until retirement. Strange thought that one. But I have had my young days of freedom. You can't have them forever. Unless you are fucking loaded of course. I am going to sign off now kids. Hope you all had a lovely weekend. I sure did. I sure make good use of my one day off a week. Skirting the whole sleeping thing gives you more time to do all you want. Anyways, cheers everyone!