Symbiotic in Theory

Lately the titles of my blogs have been song titles I like. Today is going to be Necrophagist song title because I get to see them soon, I am listening to them right now, and I love them. I am really fucking excited for Sunday to come. I have had a pretty great week though. Lauren was here for the last two days. She left early this morning. She has to help roof downtown some more. But we had a great time. Yesterday when she woke up at about 2 in the afternoon, I cooked us some hashbrowns, bacon, and eggs. You know, what you would figure you would eat with a guy who loves cooking and loves bacon. Then we just hung out smoking cigarettes, drinking coffee for the rest of the afternoon and talking about a wide variety of things. Later on at about 6 or 7 we headed down to Lake Aquitane Park that is located right behind my condo building. We wwalked around it and sat on the docks for a while. There were a lot of geese and ducks and we saw some goldfish. After sitting on the dock for a while, my ass got sore so we decided to move somewhere where we could lie in the grass where it would be softer.

So we moved there and layed there watching birds fly overhead and argueing whether it would storm or not. She thought it wouldnt, I thought it would. We heard some thunder in the distance. But it actually didn't storm so she won I guess. Fucking news letting me down again. At least I didn't make a money bet. I already got a twenty dollar one going on with Jaime. One that I am going to win. We of course made out for a bit. Tied her up with her bandanna. Haha. had my way with her a bit. She slapped my a bit. Throttled me a bit. Having the oxygen cut off to your brain in a sexual situation is kind of like an electrical explosion in your head. pretty intense and great if done right. Of course kids, make sure you are careful with this shit. People die every year from asphyxiation in sexual acts. We were in the park for three or four hours. Got home at about ten or so and we hadn't eaten in a while. So I decided to cook us up some dinner. So I slow roasted some pork chops in some sweet and sour sauce. Made some baby carrots and potatoes. We didn't eat this big meal until a little after midnight.

But it was worth it. As you all can tell I love cooking. I love it even better if I am not just cooking for myself. I love cooking for someone. Mostly because I know I am fairly good at it. Being the oldest of twelve kids will do that to a man. Then of course we watched "So You Think You Can Dance". Then we did what kids do late at night. Smoked cigarettes of course! Haha. Got to bed not as late as the other times. About three or so. I was pretty tired. I slept fairly well. Then I got woken up at noon by Jimmy. Filled him in on what I have been doing and vice versa. Told me He has to go to some concert on the Sunday of his Canada Day Party. It is a band I don't care to see. So I am going to keep an eye on the party while he goes and watches them. Mark Todd is going to come. You just have to mention acid and he is here haha. I gave Lauren a hit for whenever she decided to do her first hit. She gave me some Morrocan, Afghani, and Napalese hash. I am pumped about relaxing and doing poppers. I think I have explained those. A cigarette. A bottle etc.

You remember Jaime. I introduced it to you the first time I met you. Lauren and I did them on my balcony not last night but the night before. I think I hacked up a lung it was so strong. So all in all I had a lovely relaxing day off and I think I am ready to go back to work. Lauren dyed the colour out of my hair yesterday for me. It was her first time dyeing hair. Which surprised me. Kids are losing their virginity before they are dyeing hair. Times are changing. Kids are crazier and much more open at younger ages. I was timid for a long time in my life. I just masked my insecurities by being really offensive and abrasive. I am still that way at times. But not over the top just for the sake of it. I am more genuinely who I am. I have discovered that I can be comfortable with who I truly am. People pick up on those vibes I have found. Oh Jesus the drama that I inadvertently get into. But fuck it. I am not soiling my blog by bringing it up. It is incredibly rediculous.

All of you kids who can make it to Toronto for Sunday should. I hope I see some of your gorgeous faces there. I really do. There is going to be fireworks at Harbourfront of course. I may go watch them while I am on acid. I have done that once before. Incredible experience let me tell you. Anyways, I am going to wrap this up. I am in a little bit of a negative head space. So I am going to go clear it up a bit. Cheers!