Cuntastic.

Good morning. Have you guys heard the new Cephalic Carnage album yet? It is called Xenosapien. It is absolutely amazing. It actually surprised me how good it was. There last album Anomolies was alright. But not that great. Their last amazing album was Lucid Intervals, but after that it had seemed like they were going downhill. Then they released this album and it was the best they have put out yet. I was pleasently surprised. I have completely fallen in love with it. It is melodic, technical, something you can easily jive too, catchy, chopping riffs that demand your attention. A very solid work of composition and musicianship. Check it out. Oh right. I forgot. All you fuck heads have terrible taste in music. I close today. So I slept in because I could. Well, slept in until nine. I know that isn't sleeping in to a lot of you. But it is to me. It felt amazing. I was kind of restless during certain periods of the night. Whenever I feel like that I always move to the couch in the living room and sleep there. For some reason, a sleeping environment change always helps me doze off if I am having trouble doing so.

I got into a mini debate on Tcow recently. It had been a while since I had had the opportunity to challenge idealism and its utter rediculousness. All you have to do is read what these people write to realize what I have.A bunch of kids thinking that everyone and everything needs saving. The system needs changing so it can have all encompassing arms that embrace everyone in society equally. There is a small problem with that. Everyone isn't equal. This next bit may sound harsh, but whatever, it is reality. We aren't equal. Some people are really fucking stupid. Some are really smart. Some can walk. Some can't. Some are rich. Some are poor. Some are deaf. Some are dumb. Some have no limbs. Some have no sight. Some have all those things. Some are addicted to drugs. Some are crack babies. There are many variables in this life that don't make us equal. Yet we all insist equality will solve all of our fucking problems. If we were all equal it may be a solution. But i am not one for that whole song and dance that "we are all equal in God's eyes".

I am not a useless drain on society like some crack head who is on the streets just smelling and bumming off of people. There may be mitigating circumstances which may make his story a sad one. But still, in the end, it is what it is. I mentioned how I am not going to try and change these peoples lives for them. They have more the power to do that for themselves then I do. I am not going try and perpetuate existences and systems and individuals, who are all going to die anyway. Just like everyone else. I was also talking about how justice and rights and all other hot topic words of idealists are just abstract concepts created by us, and we are now trying to convince the world that all these things are there right. Dangle what they don't have in front of them, then tell them it is what they should have because it is their right as a human being. I don't know. It all strikes me as incredibly absurd and naive. I think we have complicated our own existence. G. lobal O. verhaul D. evice. Would rape exist if we hadn't put so much stock in sex to begin with? The animal kingdom seems to be doing fine without the whole permission aspect to it.

Are we all that different from them when we take away our ideas and what we consider to morals? I don't consider us morally superior just because we have invented morals. All it is is a spotlight for everytime we break these set of rules that are based on... I am not sure.. I am pretty sure a lot of it comes from religion. You all know my opinion on religion. I was told that my opinion on this would change if I was starving to death and having my family members murdered. Probably. But I think anyones opinion on many things would change under those extremely harsh circumstances. Doesn't mean my stance on things is wrong now. If anything, when I don't have tragedy befalling me left right and centre, I am a much more rational being. I know this. Whenever I have gone through things that I have found to be personally tragic, my stance on life has been rediculous and stupid quite often. Mostly because it is attached to emotion. There isn't much rationale in emotion. All of these are many reasons as to why I fucking can't stand hippies.

They represent a lot of this. But even in a stupider fashion then a lot of people do. But in the end kids, I always encourage discourse. Don't get pissed off because people disagree with you. You are less likely to learn something that way. I am not saying you are going to learn something through every discussion yourself. Because honestly it is just intellectual masturbation a lot of the time. Because some people you just can't learn from. But you can brush up on your side of the debate. Just try not to get angry. You look ike the fool in the end when that happens. Also, don't be afraid to call a spade a spade. Sometimes that will offend people. But who gives a shit. Your chances of offending people in your lifetime are great. I called actions moronic and idiotic yesterday and I knew that was a point someone would grasp onto and get angry over. But that was my honest opinion on it. I actually thought both those things when I heard about it. I also stated why I thought that. I didn't just say "yo guys are idiots and morons". I didn't I explained myself as clearly as I thought I could.

I know a majority of people I talk to disagree with me on my stance generally in this post. That is alright. I still love you guys. Mostly because I know most of you readers aren't hippies. If not all of you aren't. I know my brand of apathy and indifference is extreme. But it is where my mind has brought me to logical conclusions. I am not going to shoulder the worlds problems. I haven't taken on the guilt of being human and not every human being as privileged as me. That is how it goes. I don't think I just be sickened by the state of the world or fighting to change it until every fucking person is doing just as fine as I am. There wouldn't be balance if everyone was like me. In fact, someone out there would horde as much as possible fucking people over anyway. It is human. We are greedy self serving fuckheads. Because the instinct to survive was built into us. That is what I worry about. My survival. Of course I have friends that I will help out when needed. What is mine is theirs. But that is different then feeling responsible for the world. I just look out for me and those I love when I can. Support my clan. Just like every other species on the planet.

Human beings are so strange. I will never understand most of them. Nor do I think I want too. Well, I probably do. I spend a good portion of my life trying to understand them. There are so many different sects of it to understand it. But I am pretty westernized. I haven't had too much exposure outside of my culture. I would like too though. It will happen. Though I do consider women a different sect. Probably why I generally find them fairly interesting. They are far different from my sex. But that is a topic I won't get into right now. But it is high time I posted about women. The pros and cons of them as I have experienced in my life. More pros though I think. I am not counting love life and shit like that. That is ireelevent to my opinion of the sex as a whole. Like I said. For rational thought, leave emotion outside. Well I am going to wrap this up. I need to live another day doing something. Workin gof course. Hating hippies. Loving you kids. (Unless you are hippies) I hope you all have a lovely day. Oh fuck yes! Today is the first day of summer. It officially starts at 2:07 this afternoon. Who wants to call me and celebrate the exact minute? Hopefully everyone of you. Have a lovely summer day. Cheers!