I hate life and want to cut myself.

Ha. Just kidding fucks I would never be one to cut myself to death. Thanks to technology we can do it in quicker and messier ways. Which I would take full advantage of. But since I enjoy life, I don't see me utilizing those methods until I am old. When all my body feels anymore is pain. Ugh, do I hate the though of decaying inside my own body and still being alive. Between 30 and 50 would be good ages to die. Until whenever it is impossible for me to get laid anymore. As much as we like to make it appear we don't put much stock in sex, we do. It is quite therapeutic and a good work out. One of the most fun activities to do while smoking a cigarette. (glad you tried that Nicole. I told you it was awesome!) Dave was over here yesterday and the night before. We drank. We smoked. We watched the mother fuckin' Godfather II! If anyone has not seen that trilogy, truly you are not experiencing life. Your dreams of flying to the moon and saving starving Ethiopians should be swept under the rug until you see them. True joy on a laser disk. That is a hard thing to score.

You should all know anyway, a movie with De Niro and Pacino in it, has got to be fuckin' good. I bought the DVD set about two months ago now I guess. Good purchase. So yes. Dave and I drank. We might have had a little sex. Whoops. I think that was supposed to be our little secret. I really love early mornings. Could you hold on while I go out for a smoke? Awesome! Be back in five... Now I feel good. Besides the fact that there was fucking snow on the ground! I can't believe it. My hair is still wet from my shower and it froze while I was out there. Though I admit having long frozen hair feels kind of cool. I liked touching it a lot. Usually Friday's are our load day at work. But we are closed tomorrow, so today is load day. I am kind of worried about it since my back hurts a lot this morning. Hopefully I can get enough coffee in my system to make it feel better. I find coffee heals a lot of things in the pain realm. I am pretty sure it was originally used as a medicine. I have never had mint flavoured coffe.

But I bet it would be damn good. Just based on the fact that I like coffee most after I have brushed my teeth. The tastes run hand in hand well. Unlike orang juice after brushing your teeth. Now that is a pretty vile taste. It is getting to the end of the regular season in Hockey. The Leafs play tonight. They need to win tonight and Saturday to make the playoffs. On Saturday they are playing Montreal for a playoff spot. Going to be one of the most intense games of the season. I am really excited about it. But The Leafs need to win tonight. They must to make it an interesting end to the season. Hopefully they make the post-season. A little over a week until Will motherfucking Bustin comes into town. I am excited. I plan on dropping acid with that man. One of the acid trips I have ever had was with that guy and Jimmy. It was Jimmy's first time. Haha. We sat out in Mike Siegrist's garage on Christmas Eve Eve. December 23rd. This time the setting will be the sprawling city of Toronto. Means there will be a lot more trouble for us to get into. It feels like I haven't seen Nicole in a while.

I think it has only been less then a week. Even though time flies lately. It still seems lengthy. But I think I am gonig to go into Toronto today after work. Since the store is closed tomorrow and all. We are also closed on Sunday. I hate that we are closed on statutory holidays. I would get paid time and a half if we weren't. I want to print off my blog sometime. It is getting quite huge. I think this is almost a hundred posts now at this point. (not on facebook. I haven't imported them all there. But where I originally blog) Unfortunate that my blog doesn't import with the colours and all. Those of you who read this on facebook should click on the "see original post" button at the top of each post. My blog looks far better in its original format. It is colour coded based on my mood. Something I haven't really explained to anyone except Lesley. That is for you all to figure out. I feel like killing things. In a video game that is. I love Quake III.

I love gratuitous violence. Simulated warfare is great for someone who doesn't want to participate in the real thing. The whole killing another human being thing kind of sucks the fun right out of it. Oh and the being afraid for my own life as well. But in a game I get as many lives as I want! Oh twisted reality. Such joy it brings. Warping the minds of our children the right would say. Anyways. I am getting into a talk with Jonny boy. So I am too distracted to blog anymore. Cheers pretties!