Ahhh drugs.

I woke up after 2 in the morning with a cold. Took some cold medication. Now that I have woken up do I feel the effect. I feel fucked up and fuzzy brained. I need to be at work soon. So I am upping my dose of coffee and cigarettes. So far it is futile in clearing the cobwebs. But I think if I invite Rocky over. He will punch them away. So it has been an interesting week for me. Apperently it has to be kept on the down low. Though I don't see any reason why. So I am going to actually find out if there is a valid reason. If not, you will all know ASAP. Then you might bitch at me. Then I will tell you to fuck off and on it goes. I am having a hard time writing this blog post. I keep pausing trying to wrap my mind around a thought. But it just keeps drifting on into nothing. Fucking cold medication.

Makes me as useless as a Q-tip when cleaning a shitty diaper. I am not used to the temperatures being below zero again. Though it isn't that cold compared to what we have seen. I am still complaining. I miss the plus 11 degrees. It was here for such a damn short time. Being able to go outside without a coat is a treat after enduring a Canadian winter. Though ours was pretty tame this year. Thank god for global warming. It isn't happening fast enough if you ask me. Because I am still cold. Well this is going to be shortest post I have had in a long time because I feel weird. I am getting frusterated. I can't think.