New year is almost here.

I was thinking about what I was doing at this time last year. I am sure I was pretty pumped up about the New Year's party that was happening at Martin's house. It was a fun as hell party indeed. Did MDMA if I remember correctly. Rob was fucked on acid. A lot of people where really smashed. Someone sprayed a bottle champagne on the wall. Ahh those were good times. I noticed the most trippy thing last night driving home with my Grandma last night from work. It was raining and the street lights where going by of course. So when the rain drops hit the wind shield, the streetlights would cast the shadow of them on the dashboard. Since we were in motion, they shadows would move. It looked like rain drops crawling across the dashboard without leaving what would usually be a trail of water behind them. Then the wiper would clear it just to start again. It caught my attention the whole way home. I saw Mike Dowdle when I was in TO on wednesday hanging out with Jon. He came be Jimmy's house. It always makes me happy to see that man. Last time I had seen him he was passed out on the bathroom floor with his pants down around his knees. Damn. To this day I wish I had gotten that as a picture. I don't know if I mentioned this in my last post. But my brother has a pet turrantula (sp?) spider. It is huge and awesome. I got to hold it. I was nervous at first because my brother said it could bite and it does have venom. But the worst that would happen is it would be like a bad bee sting. Well I am allergic to bees. But I really wanted to hold it. My brother said it had only bitten once and that is when his friend kept purposefully annoying it. He also told me they are only 40 bucks including the cage. I really really want one badly. But I don't think my Grandma would let me have one. Anyways, I must be off to work now. To those of you that I love dearly and who are reading this and I won't see this weekend. I hope you have a great weekend and a better year then the last one. I know mine will be better. This past year was probably one of the worst of my life. But it started to get better part way through it. So I will be starting this one amazingly. I am satisfied with life right now and how it is going. It is an unfamiliar feeling for me that I am enjoying.