Fuck. What an ungodly hour.

It is before six thirty right now. I have been up for more then half an hour already. So hopefully some concentrated writing and Death Metal gets me more awake. I never have to be up this early for work. The earliest my store ever opens is nine. But that is only on Saturdays. Every other day is ten except for Sundays which is eleven. But today me and Florence (my manager) are going to write up plans and revamp the store. We are doing it this early because we want to do it when there are no customers. She kept wanting me to do it after closing. But I told her there wasn't enough time. Remember our schedule kind of evolves around the host store. We close at nine. They close at ten. So by the time I got all the money counted and the books balanced, I would have a half an hour to figure out the plan-o-grams and get the fuck out before the grocery store closes. But since they open at seven in the morning and we don't open until ten, I told her we should come in in the morning.

Gives us three hours to get shit done as opposed to a half an hour. So she is meeting me with a fucking huge assed coffee. Which I will need. My sleep has been constantly interrupted lately. Not by anything specific except for my brain keeps waking me up. At least I blame it on my brain. It is the only part of me I find tangible enough to blame things on. But I have a lot of things on my mind right now. I can't share it with you. But I have a lot of things I have to turn over in my head and situations I have to analyze and hope I act accordingly. But I am new at all this. I am involved in something I have never dealt with before. So it is all just basically feeling along and hoping I don't fuck or do anything stupid. But I think it will be all right. I keep asking myself "what's the worst that could happen?" And it doesn't seem like anything terrible really could. So I am just feeling as positive as I can. And generally, I am pretyty positive. So I believe that brings about positive outcomes of things. It is all dependent on your outlook. Anyways I don't have as much time for dicking around on the internet today. So I should sign off and go get some work done. Have a gorgeous day everyone. Cheers!