The Glass Womb

Good morning. This is going to be short and sweet. It is the first of the month so I have spent most of my time online this morning paying some bills and shit online. Online banking is one of the most genius things you can do. None of the old fashioned crap of writing out cheques or mailnig stuff and going into the bank and all that old yahoo shit. I don't know why I just used "yahoo". But I don't mind it so I won't edit it. I am generally against editting. This isn't anything professional I am doing here. So need for perfection. This is me expressing myself. And I am not perfect. But pretty darn close. Or maybe I am. Maybe perfect is an idea for religious people to try and justify their lives and attaining something that is impossible. Well those standards of perfection are impossible. But if you are born perfect maybe we all are what we are supposed to be making us perfect. Some people will hate us for it. Others will love and die for you and your perfections. I think it would be kind of neat to have an implant.

Not a permanent one. But have something in your body that is artificial. Or even someone elses heart. That would be something strange to think of everytime you did. That someone is dead. But thank goodness they are because you are alive because of their death. Recycling human body parts. Boy are we an efficient species. I can't wait to find out the implications of doing brain implants. Because I believe that is where who you are as a human being is stored. I don't believe in a soul or anything. Your memory makes up your being. Your experiences. Why you love and hate certain things. What you fear. What you are fearless about. I am sure they are all reactions to what your brain has recorded. So a brain transplant I don't believe would be saving the person who has the body. It would be saving the person whose brain it is. You would just have a new vessel to cart it around in. That would be kind of cool. Imagine if we did shit like put a man's brain in a woman's body? That would make things kind of complicated. It would also be very cruel.

Unless it was one of those people who wanted it and would have spent thousands on surgery anyway. If they ever do have that technology, they just better never put me into a fat persons body. Imagine how clumsy I would be if they say put me into the body of a man who was six foot six. I would still be thinking that I had my old five foot seven body and probably not know how to walk as well. But if they can ever do that effortlessly. Once I hate fourty I want to be put back in to a twenty one year olds body. Do that everytime I start getting older until my brain health starts going. Then I can just let myself die. But I would like to look young for a long time. I already think I probably will. I have always looked young for my age. Look how great I look and I am almost twenty four. People assume I am about nineteen. Haha. Lets see if I can sing the same tune in ten years. I am sure smoknig must age you. But Asians always look young and thin for a long time and tons of them smoke. I must have Asian blood in me. Chiaki always tells me I should be Asian.

Small, thin, look young, never gain a pound, and I have thin straight as hell hair. I am just all round eyed and white pigmented. The only exception. Oh yes and I am not in school for engineering. But I am a bad driver and have a small penis. I don't have an Ipod though. I also don't play the piano or own a convenience store. Haha. I am running out of stereotypes. But you get it. Someone should get me an MP3 Player for my birthday. Mine broke. I am very sad. Because you all know me and music. It is also just after the one year warrenty. I looked at the receipt. I got it on september 17th. Bullshit. Anything to do with music you know is a gift that will get full use out of me. I need botox. Breast Implants. Something. I am tired of this size of chest and lips. Maybe something less permanent. Maybe just some saline injected into me that only lasts like a couple hours. Haha. I am on a roll today. i thought this would be short and sweet but there haven't been any real pauses to think about what to type next or just dicking around in between typings. But I think I am going to wrap this up now so I am can finish my coffee and smoke before I leave. I hope you all have a gorgeous day. Cheers!