Konec Kontinentalniho Kontejnero

Good morning everyone. Well lets start off somewhere. I had an interesting evening last night. I got home from work. I didn't have to take transit because Donna was kind enough to drive me home. But we click so we have been getting along well. So anyways. Earlier in the day Morgan called me and was shocked I hadn't hung up on her. But mainly for the first thirty seconds I didn't know who it was because she was talking fast and weird. I told her so and just told her whatever she wanted to call me at home later because I was at work. So she does call me. Sais a whole bunch of bullshit about reading her old diaries and how we were huge parts of each others lives and how we cvan't just forget and just other whimsical gay shit like that. I promptly made it clear to her I feel no emotional attachment to her anymore. She was also apologizing. Saying she wanted to apologize for the way she treated me and all that other crap. I told her it didn't matter at this point. She was a memory that was fading. Being dilluted with the many good memories I have been having.

Anyways she started crying when I said some of this stuff. It didn't affect me. As I said I was completely emotionally removed from it all. I wasn't spiteful or anything. I didn't say anything I felt because I don't feel anything. I just was saying what I thought. Anyways she drops the bomb that she is downstairs at my door and shit like that. I told her to go get a Go Bus home. Now I am a nice guy. I wouldn't turn anyway away in the night except her. I am very vividly aware of the detriment she has been in. She called me back and she was still downstairs and wanted a cab number so I gave it to her. She told me she had two hundred bucks of my Grandma's money that she owed her. That I should come down and get it. I said fine. So I went outside and sat down at the table with her and lit a cigarette. Told her that she whatever she wanted to say to me she should say it now because when this cigarette is done I am going in. I did. She just said shit like I should punch her in the face or yell at her or something.

Haha. She really wants to drag me into drama again. then she kept wanting to rehash the past. I told her I didn't care to talk about the past that it doesn't really matter to me anymore etc. True to my word I leave when done my smoke despite her protests. She even yelled at my back to come back on the way inside. But I ignored it. So that was an aspect of my evening I wasn't expecting to happen. On the upside Jaime is coming tomorrow and I get to meet her parents which I am excited about. They are coming here for coffee or something after the wedding. They will get to meet my Grandmother as well which will be nice. I am glad I am meeting them here. I have a nice good environment here at the condo for relaxing for coffee and what not. I talked to Jaime's Mom on the phone this morning. I told Jaime to tell her Mother to call me because Jaime didn't really know too much of what was going on and she seemed to stressed out and all that shit to find out from her Mother. I didn't want her to worry about it too much so I decided to talk to her.

Donna seemed like a pleasant woman. I just told her I understood that it was important for them to meet me and that I could make it out there if I had too and if I could bring my Grandmother. But she was all like "No no. Those directions don't seem like that far. I don't think we are going to stay too late anyhow. So we will just drive her there and we can meet you at your place." It wasn't a long talk but it was productive. I found out what exactly was going on. Which was my goal. I told Jaime last night I would take care of it and to stop worrying. Haha. I am really appreciating this beautiful weather. yesterday I wish I could have been at the beach as opposed to working all day. It was probably one of the last gorgeous beach days. But like I took advantage of any of them. I didn't go to the beach once this year. Is it just me or has time sped up? Was that summer gone in the blink of an eye or what? It doesn't seem that lnog ago at all that I was freezing my balls off. Now it is just around the corner again.

The thing I dread every year. But I also assume I wouldn't love summer as much if we didn't have winter. So I am trying to look at the glass half full about it. I got to get some running around done today. So I think I might wrap this up for now. But it was good to sit and write for a bit as always. By the way this coming week is when Will and I are starting our music review blog. So put it in your blogrolls my friends. it will be www.fucksound.blogspot.com I hope you all have a lovely day. Cheers!