Vaginally Discharged Cunt Scab

Well I was going to catch you all up on my great weekend away this morning. But I have had to in my half dazed state this morning figure out why my speakers and headphones weren't working. I was also going to yesterday morning. But fuck did I feel strange. I think the lack of sleep and lack of caffeine over the weekend did it. I will maybe catch you guys up on it tomorrow. But good ol' me just jumped to the most complicated conclusion of why my speakers weren't working. I was checking the audio driivers and shit like that. It ends up just the system volume was turned down. How? I do not know. I didn't do it, and I don't think my Grandma would know how. So that took me only twenty minutes of precious smoking time and turned it into just drinking coffee time. Which isn't so bad. So I am trying to narrow all the commercials that are on T.V. into ten categories. One time when I have a day off, I am going to see how much of a percentage of each category we are fed of certain information. Pharmaceuticals I am sure will be wayyyy up there. Jesus.

Have you seen commercials for anticipatory drugs? The drug companies are really genius. The ad goes a little something like this. "Do you sometimes feel pain after doing such and such an activity? Take this little pill before you do it! It prevents! So we are going to be taking pills just to avoid the possibility of pain even though we might not have gotten it at all. And Jesus. They had this medication. Fuck I forget what it was which makes me sad. But it seemed pretty intense for twelve month old children. But it was being marketted towards them and some sort of pain free way of taking it. We can medicate our children folks! The new age is finally here. I won't have to rock them to sleep or rub their backs anymore. This shit wqill knock them right the fuck out. The amount of commercials for miracle pills has gone through the roof. I notice it more and more everyday. But The biggest thing I have noticed lately is what I already told you. Anticipatory medicine. Fucking stupid.we are definately contributing billions of dollars to a huge industry. I think we should probably stop.

I have a hard time believing that they have my health in mind when making their pills. I will trust a cigarette carton more then a pill. It at least is honest about what it is all about. Cancer and enjoyment. Beauty products is an insane industry too. You are all ugly. Buy this and you will be a goddess/god. Pimple zapping, eye lash lengthening, skin bronzing, wrinkle smoothing, retinol lifting, hair thickening, dead cell releasing, turning back the clock creams. Well someone out there thinks you are pretty just the way you are. And you know what is awesome about that? It is someone you know. Not a machine you don't. Maybe you are too fat for T.V. But you aren't too fat for Erro. And he kicks ass. There is beauty in you in someones eyes out there. Not the whole world is a bunch of judgemental pricks as they would like you to believe. (Though a good majority of us are) Even I can be. But what I would think would be an ideal me is maybe less judgemental. I already am less so then previous periods of my life. But I am not where I want to be yet.

But I bet you never achieve what you would like to be ultimately as a person in a lifetime. But at least if you have some sort of set standard and goal. At least you tried. Maybe terribly. But intent is important. Because if there is no maliciousness in your heart, I think you will probably go farther. I have natural maliciousness and resentment towards humanity because of some things I am bitter about that I am slowly getting over. But now that I most of the time pretty happy. I am more friendly towards people. Though jesus, some people are just asking to be made fun of. Oh! I wanted to talk about something today. But I will address that tomorrow when I talk about Summerfolk. I saw a very strange social situation materialize in front of me over metal music. I will get into it tomorrow. Anyways all. I am gonig to let you all go on this note. Have a lovely day. Cheers!