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Good morning, afternoon, evening, night. Whenever you blokes are reading this. But it is morning for me. Been a long hiatus for me. Though not very long in general. I have been busy the last while, hence the neglect of you my loving blog. I will start from Friday. That was the last time I wrote and that was when I started doing whatever it was that distracted me from this. Friday I of course worked as usual. It was load day. I always work fridays. Well I generally always work Sunday through Friday or Monday through Saturday. Depends on the week. Anyways. Friday morning I was on MSN before work. I only usually use the thing in the morning anymore. I don't use the computer too much in the evenings anymore. Much to the chagrine of people who like to talk to me and are on at that time. But I figure they can fucking pick up a phone and call me. So yes. Msn. Where was I? Oh yes. Jaedi messaged me saying she was bored and wanted to do something. I of course told her to come over. We can have expensive wine.

She asked if I had icewine. I didn't at the time. But I got some from work. She It was about ten or so at night when I got a call from Jimmy saying him and Jaedi where boarding the bus. Sweet I thought. Two people I like coming to drink. I can't complain. They got here at around 11 at night. I had to work the next day but whatever. We cracked open some wine. Some pretty fucking expensive wine that I have. It was a nice Cabernet Franc/Merlot. After a while we may or may not have had some morphine. We sat around and just relaxed on the balcony. Laughed our asses off at Southpark and Simpsons. The next morning was a different story. I was struggling with being sick and feeling the need to vomit. My head was spinning like a motherfucker. I went in my room to get clothes for my shower. Jaedi was in there because I let her have my bed. I am a gentlemen that way. I have learned in my life women need more privacy then men. Vaginas are a lot higher maintenance then a penis. But yes. When I went in there she wasn't feeling well. I told her no worries.

Just keep sleeping. She didn't have to wake up just beecause I was leaving. When I got to work. Holy shit was that a day and a half. The room was spinny and shit. I vomitted in the garbage once that I know of. It was an incredibly long day at work. I felt very weak. But I trooped through it. I work through pretty much anything these days. I don't want to be a pussified adult. Women and illness willl never keep me down again. While I was at work, Jaedi and Jimmy went back to Toronto and I think slept more. After work on the Saturday I headed down to Toronto despite feeling pretty ill. And incredibly tired. I pretty much had had no sleep the night before due to the morphine keeping my head fairly alert. I went downtown. Met Jimmy and Jaedi at St. Patrick station. Jaedi was going there to go home. She looked pretty worn out. So I said goodbye to her. We went back to Jimmy's. Decided what we were going to do. We decided drinking in the park seemed like a decent plan. We didn't get on that right away. We just lounged around for a bit. I didn't see Nicole this day either. She was working.

Which was unfortunate. But neccasary. She needs money for her California romp. We headed to the park around nine I think. Mike met us at Jimmy's with his gin. The damned man loves his gin. It had been a long time since I had seen Mike. It made me happy to see him again. We got to the park. We met up with Dave their. We tried to get Kayla and Seb out. But they were at a show in Newmarket and then they went to Karaoke somewhere where we weren't. At the park we met up with two ladies I had never met before. I think their names were Victoria and Jasmine. I am not sure I spelt their names right. But I have only heard their names. Never seen them. And I think those are the most common ways to spell both of those names. So we had our wine in Trinity Bellwoods. the park we always drink in. Sat down by the stage as usual as well. There was another large group of people drinking down there as well. There ended up being these two metal head chicks their that I had met at the Cryptopsy and Necrophagist concert.

We talked about Summer Slaughterhouse Tour and how of course we were going and how we wouldn't miss it for the world. There was this rambunctious guy who told Victoria she looked like a vampire (goth) which she did. Then he gave her a hug. It was an interesting mix of a guy. He was ganster and metal as fuck. But at least he was pleasant company. That is all I cared about. I wanted to stick around the park drinking because I could have layed these metal head girls. They were in awe of my knowlege and my hate for what is considered the start ofg the genre. Metallica, Megadeth, Slayer etc. I hate those bands. Though most metal heads worship them and quite often verbally like to rip me apart. But as I have said many times. Just because they influenced what I like doesn't mean they were good. Just means they came first. Then other bands came along and did what they did far far better then the starters of it. Far better. But yes. The other kids wanted to head to the bar {the Bistro}. I was Ok with it other then the whole ditching fellow gorgeous metal heads. But I was outnumbered.

So we headed to the bistro. Jimmy, Mike, Victoria, Jasmine, and I. We met up with John and Meghan there. Also Scotty and Hoffman showed up. I love those guys. They ended up getting kicked out for having brought in a bottle of rum. Tex and his friend met us soon after as well. We had to commandeer a section of the bar so we could sit together. I think we ruined a couples date so we could have their table. Drank a bunch of beer. Had some sips of amerretto sour or some shit. We stayed there until close. Then Tex told us about the place he works. Dishwasher at a bar. The manager lets people come in after hours and invoted us all. So we went there. Got to sit in the bar after hourts. Free beer and wine. Smoking inside. Nicole surprised me and showed up there. She drank some vodka and shit to catch up with us. Mike was smashed to all fuck that night and he made me chuckle. But I think everyone was tipsy. We had to leave the bar at a certain time because some Czech woman was coming to clean and she couldn't catch us apperently. So when we left we all parted ways.

Nicole told me she was coming to get me in the morning. She was going to take me out for breakfast which was sweet of her. So Jimmy and I went to his place and we crashed out right away. I was still exhausted from having been up all night on morphine and having worked and puked and then came downtown to drink some more and party late. So I was quite tired. Nicole called me in the morning to meet her at The Red Room. I did groggily. Had my usual bacon and eggs extra side of bacon. We talked about her love. She seems really co-dependent. But it is Mike. So I don't know if I can blame her yet. I am going to miss her when she leaves for a month or months to the states. We just talked about bullshit that doesn't mean anything to the world but means the world to us. You know, the kind of shit best friends do. After that we went to Jimmy's to wake him up. She wanted to go get her LSAT book. She wants to become a sex worker advocate. Considering her job I think it appropriate. But that is a lot of school and money. But she is hoping to be smart enough to get paid to go.

We woke up Jimmy. That man sleeps a lot. I don't very often see him where he doesn't nap and all that bullshit. Blows my mind. But anyways, we went to The World's Biggest Book Store. She got her book. We got free coffee and muffins. After that we decided to go on an adventure to find a Harvey's since it was their free burger day. So we did find one and get a burger. Jimmy is vegetarian. But he still got one. He just gave it to a homeless dude. A fat one nonetheless. He should have given it to a skinny motherfucker. After that we went back to Jimmy's and just lounged around until he had to go to work. We were planning on going to Dave's when Jimmy went to work. There was a punk Show I told Dave I would go to with him. It was raining of course by the time we had to go there. Jimmy had an umbrella. Nicole and I had wetness. We went to Dave's Kayla and Seb showed up soon after with gin. Seb made up a pitcher of some mixed drink which I forget the name of. All I know is that it had gin, ice, club soda, mint leaves, and limes. It was delicious. Mike met us there as well.

After a while we headed to the show which was at the Kathedral. The Heatskores played. I am not into punk music but it was a fun as hell show. Two Choking Victim covers where played. I fucking love Choking Victim. Seb and Kayla where there with Dave and I. Dave and I were the only ones who would really mosh at first. Seb and Kayla got involved a little bit at times. Then qa couple other people got involved. I wasn't in it for long periods. I could barely breath due to my low capacity smokers lungs. Actually that evening made me seriously contemplate quitting smoking. Took my twenty minutes to catch my breath from one song of moshing. I used to be able to do it the whole concert. Mike and Nicole where supposed to show up but never did. We went home after the Heatskores played. We were going to Dave's to play poker. Only a two dollar each game. It was Seb, Mike, Dave, and I playing. Kayla and Nicole where there. They didn't want to play at all. I got put out twice before anyone else got put out once. But it was getting nigh on three in the morning at this time. I was really tired and I had to get up in the morning and catch a Go Bus home to go to work.

Oh I forgot to mention. Nicole trimmed my hair. It looks good. It had been needing to be done for a while. My cat said it looks nice. As well as my boss. The only two people I care about really. I also have gotten in the habit of wearing it in a pony tail. Don't know why I haven't been doing that longer. But yes anyways. I got up, went to work yesterday. Came home and ate a hearty dinner my Grandma made. Then sat down and watched hockey. Ottawa lost 3-2 to Anaheim. I hope they don't fuck up winning the cup. It is the Stanley Cup Finals baby. Do or die now. After the game, I went to bed, woke up and showered. Wrote this redicculously long blog post to catch you all up on my doings as of late. I think I have sufficiently done so. Cheers!