What I would do to urinate in your mouth.

A lot let me tell you. I think I woke up to early this morning. I got up at 8:30 for some reason. I don't work until 1:00. I do this a lot lately. I think the rumours are true that you wake up earlier the older you get. I always thought that was bullshit through most of my life. Especially my teen years. You love sleeping as a teen. I remember going through puberty, how tired I always was and how much I slept. I think I napped everyday. Fucking puberty. It is annoying. Glad that is done. Also glad my teens years are done as well. The weekend is almost here. I am going to get fucked up for sure. After working this long straight I need to just relax and party with friends. Which I am going to do. I am going to see Gabe Stoodley. That makes me very happy indeed. I haven't seen that boy in a while. I wonder if his mom still works in the Mr. Sub in Owen Sound. She was a lovely lady.

Gabe has come a long way in his life. He is going to Seneca now. Good for him. He is a bright kid. He loves the rap. Jimmy and I will enjoy listening to rap with that boy. I have discovered my webcam is pretty good quality. A lot of people tell me that and it is a lot clearer then most I find. haha, this random girl added me last night and wanted to cyber. I decided why the hell not? It was a hell of a fun time. She was quite good at it as well. But afterwards we actually talked about some personal shit. She is a sweet girl. I like sexually enlightened people. I think it is refreshing considering my backround in Christianity where everyone are tight wads about sex. Only under certain circumstances will you not go to hell. That is if you do it while married. And as long as you don't stick your dick in the shit pipe. Now where is the fun in that? There is none let me tell you. I bet you my mom swallows though. I bet your mom has too. Think about that for a second.
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Sexy thought huh? Don't worry. I don't think you are perverted if you got ot or wet thinking about that. I think it is natural for people to view there parents as sexual beings. My mom was the first crush I ever had. First vagina I touched. It didn't take me long to touch it either. I was only nine months old. When I was born. I think I got some nipple play the first few months of my life outside of the womb. Maybe that is why I am so well adjusted. Ha! I know you all laughed too. But I am considering where I was a year ago. It is such a beautiful day outside. Gorgeous in fact. Spring is well on its way. After yesterdays cold blast am I ever glad. Like minus fucking seventeen. That is inhumane. I always think about the homeless when it gets that cold. It must be terrible trying to sleep on cold cement with winter winds blowing on you. What a fucking broken system we have. No human should have to pay to survive.

Our survival should be a neccasary service that the people in power appointed to govern us should make sure of. you can't get welfare without an address. So you are right fucked as soon as you are out of a home. Welfare is so low that it is impossible to live off of anyway. $520 a month or some such bullshit as that. That is impossible to live off of almost anywhere. So a big shock came to me yesterday. My Uncle and Aunt are divorcing. I didn't see it coming. Neither did my grandmother. I feel bad for people who have to go through this. But these things happen. It isn't messy or anything thank goodness. They are making there decisions without lawyer battles and all that. Civility in the time of seperation is a good idea. I have made the mistake of not doing that. but I have learned that being vengeful due to a broken heart solves nothing. But it can be fun from time to time. Doing it out of hurt is bad. Just doing it for amusement is fine if you are emotionally removed from the situation. Everything is more calculated that way and not just chaotic actions. Though a good dose of chaos is good every now and then. That is enough typing for me. Fuck this shit.