Wow! I got the same butt plug for Christmas!!

So I woke up today. The world wasn't much different. Some girl got strangled by her father. There was a fatal car crash on some highway. And disabled people are making a difference in the world via inspiration. Some more deaths where in Iraq. Some guy on CBC hates Bush. Some guy on Fox loved him. The commercials told me I can be a winner and get all the bitches with this certain bag... or brand of toothpaste... or brand of deoderant... or razor I use... etc. I am only valuable through these things. I don't know whether there is a trend in the world or what. But as I get older. It seems people communicate less. I don't know whether people stop caring or what. Maybe we are all afraid of something but we don't know what. Because everyone seems to be afraid to talk. To talk about themselves. What makes them who they are. No wonder so many people are pissed off and killing each other in this world. That is why I try to promote openess by being open. There seem to be these arbitrary lines that we follow for releasing information. Like if I have known you for three months, I should probably know more then the average person. But I think I should feel free to be able to tell you the first day I know you, what someone else might say ten years into a friendship. We would also know each other better quicker. That way you will know if you are going to really dislike them sooner. Even in relationships this would be great. Because if people were really candid and open right off the bat. They wouldn't be married to a stranger ten years later wondering what happened to the sweet girl he was in love with. That is my biggest frusteration in this world. People are not talking to each other. They mistrust everything until proven trustworthy. Where we should trust everything until proven untrustworthy. It would slide aside a lot of the bullshit that gets mixed into the equation in building any kind of relationship. Sure it is more risk for being hurt. But everyone is going to get hurt at some point anyway. Mine as well build quality alliances with others. Through bridging a less narrow connection and being a broader more open person. Anyone who asks me anything about me. I try to answer. Even if it makes me uncomfortable. Let us hope the world will start soon.